What a storm of doubt it must have raised in Abraham’s mind! How unable
he must have been to say whether that message came from a good or bad
spirit, or commanded him to do a good action or a bad one; that the same
God who had said, “Whoso sheddeth man’s blood, by man shall his blood be
shed;” who had forbidden murder as the very highest of crimes, should
command him to shed the blood of his own son; that the same God who had
promised him that in Isaac all the nations of the earth should be
blessed, should command him to put to death that very son upon whom all
his hopes depended! Fearful, indeed, must have been the struggle in
Abraham’s mind, but the good and the right thought conquered at last.
His feeling was, no doubt, ‘This God who has blessed me so long, who has
guided me so long, whom I have obeyed so long, shall I not trust Him a
little further yet? how can I believe that He will do wrong? how can I
believe that He will lead me wrong? If it is really wrong that I should
kill my son, He will not let me do it: if it really is His will that I
should kill my son, _I will do it_. Whatever He says must be right; it
is agony and misery to me, but what of that? Do I not owe Him a thousand
daily and hourly blessings? Has He not led me hither, preserved me,
guided me, taught me the knowledge of Himself,—chosen me to be the father
of a great nation? Do I not owe Him everything? and shall I not bear
this sharp sorrow for His sake? I know, too, that if Isaac dies, all my
hope, all my joy, will die with him; that I shall have nothing left to
look for, nothing left to work for in this world. Nothing! shall I not
have God left to me? When Isaac is dead will the Lord die? will the Lord
change? will He grow weak?—Never! Years ago did He declare to me that He
was the Almighty God; I will believe that He will be always Almighty; I
will believe that though I kill my son, my son will be still in God’s
hands, and I shall be still in God’s hands, and that God is able to raise
him again, even from the dead. God can give him back to me, and if He
will _not_ give him back to me, He can fulfil His promises in a thousand
other ways. Ay, and He will fulfil His promises, for in Him is neither
deceit, nor fickleness, nor weakness, nor unrighteousness of any kind;
and, come what will, I will believe His promise and I will obey His
will.’
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