Twenty-Seven Years in Canada West: The Experience of an Early Settler (Volume I)Strickland, Samuel
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Twenty-Seven Years in Canada West: The Experience of an Early Settler (Volume I)
Strickland, Samuel
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Long before dawn I was some miles upon my sad journey to Darlington. I
had no horse. The way was long and toilsome; and I had had neither time
for rest nor appetite for food. I loved my amiable and excellent wife
with all the warmth of a youthful husband united to the object of his
affections. I am very fond of little children, and the idea of having
one of my own to pet and work for had given a stimulus to all my
labours. My first-born seemed dearly purchased now at the cost of his
poor mother’s peril. Still, my ardent temperament led me to hope that
my dear wife would be spared. Her loss seemed an event too dreadful to
realize, for the boy-husband had had no experience in sorrow then, and
his buoyant spirits had never anticipated the crushing blow that had
already annihilated his visions of domestic happiness. Fifty-five miles
lay between me and my suffering wife. The roads were heavy from the
effects of the late rains, and I had the misfortune to lose my way,
which added three miles to my long pedestrian journey. Once I overtook
a cart containing a boy and girl, whom I vainly entreated to give me a
ride. I told them the painful circumstances which induced me to solicit
their aid; but the boy was over-cautious, and the girl unusually
hard-hearted for one of her kind and compassionate sex. I could easily
have compelled them to give me a seat, but for a sense of moral justice
which would not permit me to take that by force which they denied to
pity. Mr boyish indignation, I recollect, was so great that I could
scarcely help throwing stones after my unkind fellow-travellers.
It was evening by the time I reached Darlington Mills, and I was still
five miles from my father-in-law’s house. It was quite dark, and I was
so overpowered with my fifty miles’ walk, that to proceed without
refreshment and rest appeared then to be impossible. I stopped at the
tavern and asked for some tea.
I had scarcely been seated two minutes before some men entered, in
whose conversation I became immediately and deeply interested. They
were discussing what to them was merely local news, but the question,
“When is the funeral to take place?” riveted my attention at once.
Putting down the much-needed but untasted refreshment, I demanded of
the speaker “Whose funeral?” My heart at once foretold from its inmost
depths what the dreaded answer would be.
Yes, she in whom I had placed my earthly hopes of a life-long happiness
was, indeed, no more. She was snatched away in the bright morning of
her existence with the rapturous feelings of maternity just budding
into life. I never knew how I got out of the house, or in what manner I
performed the last five miles of the journey. But I remember that in
the excitement of that hour I felt neither hunger, thirst, nor
weariness. Sometimes I doubted the truth of what I had heard. Indeed,
it seemed really too dreadful to be true.
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