Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“He took a house there, and we entertained a great deal and on a large
scale. I think I might say I was a favorite in his set, but what does
all that amount to? His was a fickle nature and when he thought he had
fathomed mine, when he thought he knew me in the perfection of every
art I possessed, he began to weary. I did not know it at the time, I
knew something had caused a change, but always attributed it to business
cares. He began by neglecting me occasionally; from that it grew to
continuous neglect, even to the point of ignoring my existence altogether.
“Endowed by nature with a cheerful disposition, my volatile spirits were
continually on the rebound and even his gross neglect I did not feel
deeply until it was brought home to me very forcibly after a year’s time.
“It was by one of his best friends, although many years his junior. He
had long treated me with a great deal of consideration, but I never felt
it was more than the ordinary courtesy that one friend would show to the
wife of another until that night.
“We had been dancing together and he took me to the conservatory to rest
and sat down beside me to talk. Perhaps I was unusually tired that night,
or perhaps, owing to the round of gayety, I looked worn. At any rate Mr.
Mansfield leaned over me with an air of anxiety and said, ‘Lucile, are
you sure you are quite well tonight?’
“‘Why, yes, of course I am,’ I responded, laughingly. ‘Why?’
“‘You look thoroughly disconsolate tonight. Are you worrying about
something? About—about Chauncey and his doings?’
“‘About Chauncey and his doings? Why, what do you mean? Why should I? He
is perfectly well, isn’t he?’
“‘Yes, his physical health is good, but you surely know that he is
drinking hard, and his neglect of you is occasioning a great deal of
comment. It isn’t right, and we all feel it.’
“‘Why, I hadn’t thought about it,’ I said, ‘only that he was very busy.’
“‘Do you mean to say you don’t know the way he has been doing. Why, I
could take you to him this very minute.’
“My face burned, my heart began to throb violently. Tears of anger slowly
welled up and overflowed my eyes. And yet I really could not comprehend
it all.
“‘You must be mistaken, Horace. Surely Chauncey loves me still. We have
never had any cross words or misunderstandings.’
“It may have been pique at my incredulity that made him say suddenly,
‘Lucile, come with me. Get your wraps and come, and put on a heavy veil.
I will show you.’
“Mechanically I obeyed him. We entered his carriage together and drove,
miles and miles, it seemed to me. I was very nervous and trembled
violently. Horace tried to reassure me and stroked my hand tenderly.
“‘Brace up, little girl,’ he said; ‘you need all your strength for the
ordeal before you. Perhaps I have done wrong to tell you this or to
take you where you can see it, but you are too young, too good to be
treated in this manner and you ought to see for yourself the depth of his
depravity.’
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