Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“Ah, well,” she shuddered, “it is all over now. He died repentant in my
arms, begging me to forgive him with his last breath.
“Tomorrow I marry Mr. Graves, the attorney who defended me, and God grant
that I may be happy. I shall try to deserve it.”
“Amen,” said I.
TALE FOURTEEN.
MY LOVER’S DAUGHTER.
“He
That kills himself to avoid misery, fears it;
And at the best shows but a bastard valor.”
Dear Stella:—How strange that you should write me; do you know, girlie,
that it has been almost five years since we have had any correspondence?
It was only yesterday that I got out all of your old letters and re-read
them, then put them away with the forlorn hope that I might sometime
hear from you again. The last letter that I had from you told me of your
engagement to Alfred, and cruel, heartless creature that I was, I did
not even answer. I wrote you once since then, that was after my trouble.
I did not tell you what it was, but told you that I would if you felt
interested. You did not answer my letter and I, of course, took it for
granted that you did not wish to be burdened with the knowledge of my
misfortune, so never wrote you again. And now, bless your dear heart, you
have written after so long, and in just the same sweet way as of old,
even though you have so recently undergone such a great bereavement. You
are a widow. How strange! And I am still unmarried, and have taken a vow
to remain so always.
Oh, how I long to visit you and go over all the old, happy days which we
lived together. You ask me to tell you all that has happened to me. Well,
nothing has occurred to change the humdrum existence of my life since I
came here to live. I have worked every working day but five during my
residence here. You well remember when I went to California to spend
the winter. It was the winter I was twenty, and I think you know that
when we parted, with the vow that we would write each other all our joys
and sorrows, that I left heart whole. I have not kept my word in full,
but will now endeavor to cover all important points. I arrived in San
Francisco on schedule time, and was so delighted with the climate, the
fragrant flowers and singing birds that I do not wonder that I was ready
to admire the first man whose conduct and appearance was on par with the
beauties of nature that abounded everywhere.
Still I knew better than to fall in love, for I was given to understand
by mamma that I was to marry Harry Caruthers. I fairly hated him,
and besides he was papa’s nephew, and I always had a horror of blood
relations intermarrying. Mamma said that did not matter, and Harry would
be a very wealthy man some day. And you remember mamma, too. She was one
of those sweet, dignified, haughty women who needed nothing but her own
opinion to conclude an argument, and this with all due respect.
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