Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“Many relatives that I had neither seen nor heard of attended the
funeral. When the procession was forming to leave the house my attention
was attracted to a beautiful woman, who had a little girl with her. She
was an earnest mourner; it seemed almost impossible for her to give up
her dear aunt to the relentless hand of death. She moaned and sobbed
so pitifully as the casket was borne from the house that I thought to
lead her; she leaned heavily on my arm and we slowly followed the form
we loved so well and sadly watched the pall bearers as they placed
the black case in the sombre vehicle. Then the carriages, which were
silently waiting, began to draw up to the curbing as the huge burial
car moved away. One, two, three handsomely groomed teams stopped, until
the curtained doors of the carriages to which they were hitched closed
with a muffled sound, when they would slowly walk away as though they
understood they were to make room for the next.
“The fourth carriage halted; the attentive assistant opened the door and
the lady I was supporting moved toward it, leading the little girl with
her.
“‘Would you mind letting this lady ride with you?’ asked the undertaker,
with a bow.
“For the first time she looked at me and seemed to recognize me as the
woman whom she had seen in charge of affairs in the house when she had
first arrived.
“‘No,’ she said, with a toss of her head, ‘I don’t care to take any
servants in with me.’
“I watched the streets and boulevards for months before I again set eyes
on that turnout; when I did it was but a matter of inquiry to find out it
was the private equipage of Mrs. R. Sunderman.
“I had reached the stage of desperation, where I was ready to do anything
but one thing, and that was to die. I wanted to live long enough to
impress upon her mind who I was. It was while in this frame of mind
that I met my husband. I had lost all respect for myself; I had reached
that stage of degradation which is worse than to resolve to take one’s
life. I had decided to sell my soul in order to have sufficient funds
to at some time humiliate this woman who had refused to carry me in her
carriage, which should have been mine. I went to a house of bad repute to
apply for admission; while talking to the proprietress a man came in. He
signified a desire to talk to me, and we left the place together. He was
only a poor man, but his soul contains some of the rarest qualities of
manliness that has ever been discovered in the human race. In ten days
we were married. I did not love him, but he offered me and my boy a home.
He asked no questions but, as he said, took it for granted that I was as
good as himself; I have never loved him with that pure, unselfish love
which is so essential to real happiness, but he has been good to me and I
have done my duty.”
“But what about your first—er—Mr. Sunderman, I mean?”
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