Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“I was so glad when I reached my bed and realized in a dreamy way that I
was being disrobed and fondled at the same time. At last with the silken
folds of a new gown, that I did not know was in my wardrobe, clinging
softly to my excited, trembling form, I reached the point where the
curtain must be drawn.
“When I awoke the next morning, my head throbbed wildly, my eyes smarted,
while my hands seemed pale and weak. As I staggered from room to room
in search of I don’t know what, strange sights met my gaze; a table in
a bad state of disorder, chairs misplaced and flowers whose heads had
once been held high in the air were now drooping, while many petals were
scattered about the room. An air of desolation hovered in every nook
and corner, the atmosphere seemed stifling, the rays of morning sun
straggled through the half open slats of the window shutters. My heart
was heavier than ever before, the consolation I sought when I thought of
my seducer’s kindness in comparison to my father’s cruel treatment was
of small consequence. I tried to blame my father for the loss of that
which heretofore I had held so holy and sacred, that even the thought of
surrendering it to any man not rightfully possessing it had never entered
my innocent mind. I went to the little nursery and there in the morning
light, my baby was slumbering in perfect peace, no trial, no sorrow, no
temptation had as yet come to the pure infantile heart.
“The following nights for a fortnight were only repetitions of the acts
of the night just described. I learned to sleep by day, and as the shades
of evening gathered, shutting out the glaring light of the setting sun,
I would find myself engaged with my toilet, endeavoring to appear at my
best, for my friend took great pains to compliment me on my personal
appearance, consequently my pride knew no bounds.
“Every night he spent with me fondling me as a child does a new toy, and
why not? Was I not a new plaything for this man of millions?
“I had lost interest in my baby, so much so, that I would not see her
for days at a time, leaving her to the care of a nurse girl. I had given
up hope of ever seeing Harry again, and cared little about him. He had
willfully wronged and deserted me, he was a thing of the past to my
frivolous mind. If I became blue and depressed, I would have the maid
bring me a bottle of wine from the well stocked cellar. But all this must
end. A change such as the frailties of humanity seek, is sure to come. I
grew tired of the solitude that I had to contend with; I was a prisoner.
One day I told my friend that I wanted to travel some.
“‘All right,’ said he, ‘I am going to Chicago, I start in two days, get
ready and make the trip with me.’
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