Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“‘Do take it, Jamie,’ I said; ‘it is as pure as I once was. Ah, but then
you loved me, Jamie, and your love was pure, too, was it not? Tell me,
Jamie, tell me, oh, even if you hate me now, tell me in that same soft
voice that I know so well, that you loved me then. The memory of that
love will make me pure again, Jamie, if you will only speak to me again.
Jamie, take this rose; take it, Jamie, for the sake of the memory of
that love which I had for you. I know, Jamie, it’s all my fault; it’s
not your will that I am here; I wronged you cruelly. Don’t you think,
Jamie, that I have suffered enough, or do you still insist on making my
life death?’ All my supplication to him was in vain. He stood with that
firm, determined air which I knew so well, with his hand extended with
palm toward me, as if to push me away as he would some vile, loathsome
creature. He did not speak to me; he seemed to know that he would find
me here. When I had ceased pleading with him he handed me a large white
envelope. With feverish delight I clutched it. As I did so I saw an
inscription upon it. Forgetting my pain, misery and degradation, with a
wild cry I ran to a position near a light. What was it I read? ‘To be
opened after I am gone.’
“What, I thought, Jamie going? No! he must not. Then, turning to go back
to Jamie, I was just in time to see him place a pistol to his heart and
fire. He died without a word. The spot over which you see the urn full of
roses is the exact location where Jamie fell. The other girls had left
me. There, bending over him, frantically tearing his garments to see if
I might render him some assistance, the white rose dropped from my dress
where I had carelessly replaced it and became stained with Jamie’s life
blood, making a fitting semblance to the tragedy which had been enacted
in this same house a few months prior, where the spotless character of an
innocent girl had been transformed from pure white to a charred remnant.
“They took him away. I saw him once more at the morgue; then the officers
took me to a cell; then there was a trial. I was accused of murdering
Jamie and almost convicted, when the thought struck me to send for the
packet which he had placed in my hand. It contained, besides this letter,
which you may read, other things which the letter will make plain:
“‘My Poor Dear Lillian: As I write this letter I know not what
your fate is, but I fear that something terrible has befallen
you. I start out to find you, if on earth. Since leaving your
old home I have come into a large inheritance, which will
afford me ample means with which to pursue my aim. May God
grant that I may find you pure and unstained, and that I shall
be able to take you to my bosom; that we may be allowed to
enjoy the fruits which have fallen to us as two lovers should
enjoy life.
“‘Yours lovingly,
‘JAMIE.’
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