Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in ChicagoAnonymous
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Twenty tales by twenty women: From real life in Chicago
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Chicago (Ill.) -- Moral conditions; Prostitution -- Illinois -- Chicago
“He came and after he had chatted awhile he got up and said he would go
out and order an ice sent up from the drug store around the corner. As
he bent to pick up his hat, a letter fell unnoticed from his pocket.
Perhaps I should not have done so, but I concealed it with my skirt until
he left the room. It was from Gretta, I found, and I have it yet,” she
said, as she crossed the room to the little inlaid writing desk, and took
from it a plain white envelope bordered in black.
“I am going to let you read it,” she said, handing it to me.
“Dearest Ned:—
“I am going to die, I am sure. I am grieving myself to death
over you. The sun never shines brightly any more and my heart
aches all the time now. I am disgraced, or soon will be. Oh,
Ned, come and take your poor, little Gretta away. Tell Claire
what you did and she is so good and sweet she will send you to
me, I know. Please take me away and marry me and I will tell
them all that we went to St. Joe and were married when I was
there visiting in Chicago. Come, dear, or I shall surely die. I
ordered this black bordered paper because I am sure mamma will
have use for it soon; anyway I am in mourning for the loss of
what even you, with all your tenderness, cannot give back to me.
“Come, Ned, for baby’s sake.
“Your heart broken
GRETTA.”
“When I had finished my head swam, and I felt but one mad desire, and
that was to fly. I acted on the impulse and after pinning a note to the
letter saying, ‘Ned, I knew some of this before, now I know all. I am
going away where you will never see me or hear from me again. You _must_
do your duty no matter what the sacrifice. A lifetime of devotion cannot
repay her for her loss.
CLAIRE.’
“I put on my hat and left by the side entrance. I had not the remotest
idea of where I was going or what I was going to do. I was numb with
agony and wandered aimlessly on until I came to a car line, then the
thought flashed across my mind to go to ‘Suicide Bridge,’ and thither I
went.
“It was yet early in the evening and many people were lingering in the
park. I walked onto the bridge with perfect calmness, the calmness of
despair (for what was there now to live for), and on to my fate. I walked
to the center of the bridge, as nearly as I can remember, and looking
carefully around and seeing no one, I climbed upon the railing and jumped.
“God must have raised up that man at that particular moment from mere
nothingness, for I was so sure I was the only one on the structure at the
time. He caught my skirt and by an almost superhuman effort drew me back
onto the bridge. He did not ask a question, but took me in his arms and
carried me until he met a policeman, to whom he said, ‘My wife became
dizzy and fainted. Please call a carriage.’
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