Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
fading embers of the fire and leave the historic precincts to herself
and her kindred shades. But, as no such vision was vouchsafed, I
retired unbidden, and would advise Mr. Tiffany to lay hold of another
auditor, being resolved not to show my face in the Province House for a
good while hence—if ever.
THE HAUNTED MIND
What a singular moment is the first one, when you have hardly begun to
recollect yourself, after starting from midnight slumber! By unclosing
your eyes so suddenly you seem to have surprised the personages of your
dream in full convocation round your bed, and catch one broad glance at
them before they can flit into obscurity. Or, to vary the metaphor, you
find yourself for a single instant wide awake in that realm of
illusions whither sleep has been the passport, and behold its ghostly
inhabitants and wondrous scenery with a perception of their strangeness
such as you never attain while the dream is undisturbed. The distant
sound of a church-clock is borne faintly on the wind. You question with
yourself, half seriously, whether it has stolen to your waking ear from
some gray tower that stood within the precincts of your dream. While
yet in suspense another clock flings its heavy clang over the
slumbering town with so full and distinct a sound, and such a long
murmur in the neighboring air, that you are certain it must proceed
from the steeple at the nearest corner; You count the strokes—one, two;
and there they cease with a booming sound like the gathering of a third
stroke within the bell.
If you could choose an hour of wakefulness out of the whole night, it
would be this. Since your sober bedtime, at eleven, you have had rest
enough to take off the pressure of yesterday’s fatigue, while before
you, till the sun comes from “Far Cathay” to brighten your window,
there is almost the space of a summer night—one hour to be spent in
thought with the mind’s eye half shut, and two in pleasant dreams, and
two in that strangest of enjoyments the forgetfulness alike of joy and
woe. The moment of rising belongs to another period of time, and
appears so distant that the plunge out of a warm bed into the frosty
air cannot yet be anticipated with dismay. Yesterday has already
vanished among the shadows of the past; to-morrow has not yet emerged
from the future. You have found an intermediate space where the
business of life does not intrude, where the passing moment lingers and
becomes truly the present; a spot where Father Time, when he thinks
nobody is watching him, sits down by the wayside to take breath. Oh
that he would fall asleep and let mortals live on without growing
older!
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