Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
Speak to me, Susan; speak, my beloved ones; for the scene is glimmering
on my sight again, and as it brightens you fade away. Oh, I should be
loth to lose my treasure of past happiness and become once more what I
was then—a hermit in the depths of my own mind, sometimes yawning over
drowsy volumes and anon a scribbler of wearier trash than what I read;
a man who had wandered out of the real world and got into its shadow,
where his troubles, joys and vicissitudes were of such slight stuff
that he hardly knew whether he lived or only dreamed of living. Thank
Heaven I am an old man now and have done with all such vanities!
Still this dimness of mine eyes!—Come nearer, Susan, and stand before
the fullest blaze of the hearth. Now I behold you illuminated from head
to foot, in your clean cap and decent gown, with the dear lock of gray
hair across your forehead and a quiet smile about your mouth, while the
eyes alone are concealed by the red gleam of the fire upon your
spectacles. There! you made me tremble again. When the flame quivered,
my sweet Susan, you quivered with it and grew indistinct, as if melting
into the warm light, that my last glimpse of you might be as visionary
as the first was, full many a year since. Do you remember it? You stood
on the little bridge over the brook that runs across King’s Beach into
the sea. It was twilight, the waves rolling in, the wind sweeping by,
the crimson clouds fading in the west and the silver moon brightening
above the hill; and on the bridge were you, fluttering in the breeze
like a sea-bird that might skim away at your pleasure. You seemed a
daughter of the viewless wind, a creature of the ocean-foam and the
crimson light, whose merry life was spent in dancing on the crests of
the billows that threw up their spray to support your footsteps. As I
drew nearer I fancied you akin to the race of mermaids, and thought how
pleasant it would be to dwell with you among the quiet coves in the
shadow of the cliffs, and to roam along secluded beaches of the purest
sand, and, when our Northern shores grew bleak, to haunt the islands,
green and lonely, far amid summer seas. And yet it gladdened me, after
all this nonsense, to find you nothing but a pretty young girl sadly
perplexed with the rude behavior of the wind about your petticoats.
Thus I did with Susan as with most other things in my earlier days,
dipping her image into my mind and coloring it of a thousand fantastic
hues before I could see her as she really was.
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