Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
And, after all, can such philosophy be true? Methinks I could find a
thousand arguments against it. Well, then, let yonder shaggy rock
mid-deep in the surf—see! he is somewhat wrathful: he rages and roars
and foams,—let that tall rock be my antagonist, and let me exercise my
oratory like him of Athens who bandied words with an angry sea and got
the victory. My maiden-speech is a triumphant one, for the gentleman in
seaweed has nothing to offer in reply save an immitigable roaring. His
voice, indeed, will be heard a long while after mine is hushed. Once
more I shout and the cliffs reverberate the sound. Oh what joy for a
shy man to feel himself so solitary that he may lift his voice to its
highest pitch without hazard of a listener!—But hush! Be silent, my
good friend! Whence comes that stifled laughter? It was musical, but
how should there be such music in my solitude? Looking upward, I catch
a glimpse of three faces peeping from the summit of the cliff like
angels between me and their native sky.—Ah, fair girls! you may make
yourself merry at my eloquence, but it was my turn to smile when I saw
your white feet in the pool. Let us keep each other’s secrets.
The sunshine has now passed from my hermitage, except a gleam upon the
sand just where it meets the sea. A crowd of gloomy fantasies will come
and haunt me if I tarry longer here in the darkening twilight of these
gray rocks. This is a dismal place in some moods of the mind. Climb we,
therefore, the precipice, and pause a moment on the brink gazing down
into that hollow chamber by the deep where we have been what few can
be—sufficient to our own pastime. Yes, say the word outright:
self-sufficient to our own happiness. How lonesome looks the recess
now, and dreary too, like all other spots where happiness has been!
There lies my shadow in the departing sunshine with its head upon the
sea. I will pelt it with pebbles. A hit! a hit! I clap my hands in
triumph, and see my shadow clapping its unreal hands and claiming the
triumph for itself. What a simpleton must I have been all day, since my
own shadow makes a mock of my fooleries!
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