Historical fiction, American; New England -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Short stories
Poor Wakefield! little knowest thou thine own insignificance in this
great world. No mortal eye but mine has traced thee. Go quietly to thy
bed, foolish man, and on the morrow, if thou wilt be wise, get thee
home to good Mrs. Wakefield and tell her the truth. Remove not thyself
even for a little week from thy place in her chaste bosom. Were she for
a single moment to deem thee dead or lost or lastingly divided from
her, thou wouldst be woefully conscious of a change in thy true wife
for ever after. It is perilous to make a chasm in human affections—not
that they gape so long and wide, but so quickly close again.
Almost repenting of his frolic, or whatever it may be termed, Wakefield
lies down betimes, and, starting from his first nap, spreads forth his
arms into the wide and solitary waste of the unaccustomed bed, “No,”
thinks he, gathering the bedclothes about him; “I will not sleep alone
another night.” In the morning he rises earlier than usual and sets
himself to consider what he really means to do. Such are his loose and
rambling modes of thought that he has taken this very singular step
with the consciousness of a purpose, indeed, but without being able to
define it sufficiently for his own contemplation. The vagueness of the
project and the convulsive effort with which he plunges into the
execution of it are equally characteristic of a feeble-minded man.
Wakefield sifts his ideas, however, as minutely as he may, and finds
himself curious to know the progress of matters at home—how his
exemplary wife will endure her widowhood of a week, and, briefly, how
the little sphere of creatures and circumstances in which he was a
central object will be affected by his removal. A morbid vanity,
therefore, lies nearest the bottom of the affair. But how is he to
attain his ends? Not, certainly, by keeping close in this comfortable
lodging, where, though he slept and awoke in the next street to his
home, he is as effectually abroad as if the stage-coach had been
whirling him away all night. Yet should he reappear, the whole project
is knocked in the head. His poor brains being hopelessly puzzled with
this dilemma, he at length ventures out, partly resolving to cross the
head of the street and send one hasty glance toward his forsaken
domicile. Habit—for he is a man of habits—takes him by the hand and
guides him, wholly unaware, to his own door, where, just at the
critical moment, he is aroused by the scraping of his foot upon the
step.—Wakefield, whither are you going?
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