Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“About Peter Kennedy. He really suits me better than any of the other
doctors here. Lansdowne is a soft-soapy grinning pessimist, with an
all-conquering air. He tells you how ill you are as if it doesn’t matter
since he has warned you, and will come constantly to remind you. There
is a Dr. Lushington who, I believe, knows more than all of them put
together, but he is a delicate man himself, overburdened with children,
and cramped with small means. He gives me fresh heartache, I am so sorry
for him all the time he is with me. Lansdowne and Lushington have each
young partners or assistants, straight from London hospitals, smelling
of iodoform, talking in abstruse medical or surgical terms, nosing for
operations, as dogs for truffles. You don’t want me to have any of
these, do you?”
“I want you to do what you please, now and always.”
“Even if it pleases me that Peter Kennedy should medicine and make love
to me?”
“Even that. Does he make love to you?”
“What did he tell you?”
“That he adored you—that you treated him like a dog.”
“He gives me amyl, bromide. He was only a country practitioner when I
first knew him, with a gift for music, but not for diagnosis.”
“And now?”
“He has done more reading, medical reading, since I have been here than
in all his life before. Treatises on the heart; all that have ever been
written. He is really studying, he intends to take a higher degree. In
music too, I have given him an impetus.”
Gabriel was obviously, nevertheless, not quite satisfied, started a
tentative “but,” and would perhaps have enquired whether ultimately it
would be for Peter Kennedy’s good that she had done so much for him.
Anne, however, intervened, coming down dressed for the journey, very
agitated at finding the two together. She gave him no opportunity for
further conversation, monopolising the attention of the whole household,
in searching for something she had mislaid, which it was eventually
decided had possibly been left in Hampstead! Her conscience reproached
her for her behaviour over lunch, and she found the cup of tea which
Margaret pressed upon her before she left “delicious.”
“I do so much like this Chinese tea, ever so much better than the
Indian. You remember, Gabriel, don’t you, that rough tea we used to have
from Pounds?...” And she told a wholly irrelevant anecdote of rival
grocers and their wares.
She betrayed altogether in the last ten minutes an uneasy
semi-consciousness that her visit had not been a great success and
talked quickly in belated apology.
“You’ve been so kind to me. I am afraid I have not responded as I ought.
My silly headache, which of course I never exactly had ... you know what
I mean, don’t you? And I did no credit to your beautiful lunch.”
Margaret succeeded in assuring her that she had behaved exactly as a
guest should, whilst Gabriel stood by silently.
“I hope you will come again,” she said, and Anne replied nervously,
noncommittal.
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