Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“Well, yes, in a way it is. I can always bring you round. I want you to
go on letting me be your doctor. You hardly had that pain a minute
tonight. It is angina, you know, genuine _angina pectoris_, and I can do
no end of things for it.”
“You don’t mean I must always have these pains, that they will grow
worse?” She grew pale and he saw he had made a mistake, hastening to
reassure her.
“You’ve only got to live quietly, take things easily.”
“Oh, that will be all right. When I am married everything will be easy,”
she said almost complacently. And then in plaintive explanation or
apology added, “I bear pain so badly.”
“And I may go on doctoring you?”
“I don’t suppose I shall send to Pineland if I should feel not quite
well,” she answered seriously. “We are going to live in London.”
“I’ll come up to London. There is no difficulty about that. I’ve started
reading for my M.D. I can get back to my old hospital.” She rallied him
a little and then sent him away.
“I shall expect to hear you are house physician when I return from my
honeymoon!”
“May I come up in the morning? I want to hear that attack has not
recurred.”
“The morning is a long way off, the night has to be got through first.”
Suddenly she remembered her panic and had a faint recrudescence of fear.
“I’ve so many things on my mind. I wish you could ensure me a good
night.”
“But I can,” he said eagerly. “I can easily.”
“And without after-effects?”
“Without any bad after-effects.”
“The bromide! but it always makes me feel dull and stupid.”
“Veronal?”
“I am frightened of veronal.”
“Adolin, paraldehyde, trional, a small injection of morphia?”
“But it is so late. You would have to get anything from a chemist.”
“No, I shouldn’t. I’ve got my case.”
“Your case!”
“Yes.” He showed it to her, full of strange little bottles and unknown
drugs. She showed interest, asking what was this or the other, then
changing her mind suddenly:
“No, I won’t try any experiments. I’ll sleep, or I’ll stay awake.”
“You don’t trust me?”
“Indeed I do, but I distrust drugs. Unless I am in pain, then I would
take anything. Tell me, can you really always help me if I get into
pain? Would you? At any risk?”
“At any risk to myself, not at any risk to you. But we won’t talk of
pain, it mustn’t happen.”
“But if it did?” she persisted.
“Don’t fear, I couldn’t see you in pain.”
“Yet I’ve always heard and sometimes seen how callous doctors are.”
“But I’m not only a doctor....”
“Hush! I thought we had agreed you were. My very good and concerned
doctor. Now you really must go. Yes, you can come up in the morning.”
“You will take your bromide?”
“If I need it. Good-night!”
Margaret slept well. But she heard from Stevens again next morning over
her toilette that cook was not to be trusted, should be got rid of, that
she was deceitful, had been seen, after all, with the shabby man from
London.
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