Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“Add to it a little.” She held out her hand to him. “Stay and have tea
with me. Afterwards we will go up to the music room, I will give you a
last lesson. Have you been practising? Peter, are you glad or sorry that
we ever met? I don’t think I have harmed you. You admit I roused your
ambition, and surely your music has improved, not only in execution, but
your musical taste. Do you remember the first time you played and sang
to me? ‘Put Me Among the Girls!’ was the name of the masterpiece you
rolled out. I put my fingers to my ears, but afterwards you played
without singing, and you listened to me without fidgeting. Peter, you
won’t play ‘Put Me Among the Girls’ this afternoon, will you? What will
you play to me when tea is over and we go upstairs?”
Peter Kennedy, with that strange uneasiness or lambent agony in his
eyes, eyes that all the time avoided hers, answered:
“I shall play you Beethoven’s ‘Adieu.’”
“Poor Peter!” she said softly.
She thought he was unhappy because he loved and was losing her, because
she was going to be married next week and could not disguise that the
crown of life was coming to her. She was very sweet to him all that
afternoon, and sorry for him, fed him with little cress sandwiches and
pretty speeches, spoke to him of his talents and pressed him to practise
assiduously, make himself master of the classical musicians. She really
thought she was elevating him and was conscious of how well she talked.
“Then as to your profession, I am sure you have a gift. No one who has
ever attended me has done me more good. I want you to take your
profession very, very seriously. If it is true that you have the gift of
healing and the gift of music, and I think it is, you will not be
unhappy, nor lonely long.”
And the poor fellow, who was really thinking all that time of the bad
news and how to break it, listened to her, hearing only half she said.
He did not know how to break his news, that was the truth, yet dared not
leave it unbroken.
“When is Mr. Stanton coming down?” he asked her.
“Why do you dwell upon it? You have this afternoon, make the best of the
time. I should like to think you were glad, not sorry we met.”
He broke into crude and confused speech then and told her all she had
meant to him, what new views of life she had given to him.
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