Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“This isn’t exactly ‘it.’ This is a fresh start altogether. I suppose
you know how I hate what I am saying. The position can’t be faced, it’s
got to be dodged. It’s not only Gabriel Stanton she’s got hold of....”
He did not want to go on, and she found some strange groundless hope in
his hesitation.
“Not Gabriel Stanton?” she asked, and there seemed more tone in her
voice, more interest. She leaned forward.
“Perhaps you’d like to see her letter.” He gave it to her, then without
a word went over to the other window, turned his face away from her.
There was a long silence. Margaret’s face was aflame, but her heart felt
like ice. Peter Kennedy to be dragged in, to have to defend herself from
such a charge! And Gabriel yet to be told! She covered her eyes, but was
conscious presently that the man was standing beside her, speaking.
“Margaret!” His voice was as unhappy as hers, his face ravaged. “It is
not my fault. I’d give my life it hadn’t happened. That night you had
the heart attack I did stay for hours, prowled about ... then slept on
the drawing-room sofa. Margaret....”
“Oh! hush! hush!”
“You must listen, we must think what is best to be done,” he said
desperately. “Let me go up to London and see her. I’m sure I can manage
something. It’s not ... it’s not as if there were anything in it.” His
tactlessness was innate, he meant so well but blundered hopelessly, even
putting a hand on her knee in the intensity of his sympathy. She shook
it off as if he had been the most obnoxious of insects. “Let me go up
and see her,” he pleaded. “Authorise me to act. May I see if there is an
answer to my telegram? I sent it a little before nine. May I telephone?”
“Do what you like.”
“You loathe me.”
“I wish you had never been born.”
He was gone ten minutes ... a quarter of an hour perhaps. When he came
back she had slipped on to the couch, was lying in a huddled-up
position. For a moment, one awful moment, he thought she was dead, but
when he lifted her he saw she had only fainted. He laid her very gently
on the sofa and rang for help, glad of her momentary unconsciousness. He
knew what he intended to do now, and to what he must try to persuade
her. Stevens came and said, unsympathetically enough:
“She’s drored her stays too tight. I told her so this morning.” But she
worked about her effectively and presently she struggled back, seeming
to have forgotten for the moment what had stricken her.
“Have I had another heart attack?” she asked feebly.
“No.”
“I told you you were lacing too tight. I knew what would happen with
these new stays and things.” She actually smiled at Stevens, a wan
little smile.
“I feel rather seedy still.”
Peter took the cushion from her, made her lie flat. Then she said in a
puzzled way, her mind working slowly:
“Something happened?”
There was little time to be lost and he answered awkwardly, abruptly:
“I brought you bad news.”
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