Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“I’d gone to bed, but he rang the night bell, rang and rang again. I
didn’t know who it was when I shouted through the tube that I’d come
down, that I shouldn’t be half a minute. When I let him in I thought he
was a ghost. I was quite staggered, he seemed all frozen up, stiff. Just
for a moment it flashed across me that he’d come from you, that you were
ill, needed me. But he did not give me time to say the wrong things.
‘Mrs. Roope has just left me,’ he began. ‘The devil she has,’ was all I
could find to answer. I was quite taken aback. I needn’t go over it all
word by word, it wasn’t very pleasant. He accused me of compromising
you, seemed to think I’d done it on purpose, had some nefarious motive.
I was in the dark about how much he knew, and that handicapped me. I
swore you knew nothing about it, and he said haughtily that I was to
leave your name out of the conversation. And now I’m coming to the
point. Why I am here at all. It seems she tried to rush him for a bit
more, and he, well practically told her to go to blazes, said he should
stop the cheque, prosecute her. He seemed to think I was trying to save
myself at your expense. ASS! He is going up this morning to see his
lawyer, he wants an information laid at Scotland Yard. He says the
Christian Science people are practically living on blackmail, getting
hold of family secrets or skeletons. And he’s not going to stand for it.
I did all I knew to persuade him to let well alone. We nearly came to
blows, only he was so damned dignified. I said I believed it would break
you up if there was another scandal. ‘I have no doubt that Mrs. Capel
will see the matter in the same light that I do,’ he said in the
stiffest of all his stiff ways.” Peter Kennedy paused. He had another
word to say, but he said it awkwardly, with an immense effort, and after
a pause.
“He’ll come up here this morning and tackle you. You don’t care a curse
if I’m dead or alive, I know that. But if ... if he drives you too
far ... well, you know I’d lay down my life for you. He says I’ve no
principle, and as far as you’re concerned that’s true enough. I’d say
black was white, I’d steal or starve to give you pleasure, save you
pain. That’s what I’ve come to say, to put myself at your service.” She
put up her hand, motioned him to silence. All this time he had been
standing up, now he flung himself into a chair, brushed his hand across
his forehead. “I hardly know what I’m saying, I haven’t slept a wink.”
“You were saying you would do anything for me.”
“I meant that right enough.”
Without any preparation, for until now she had listened apparently
calmly, she broke into a sudden storm of tears. He got up again and went
and stood beside her.
“I can’t live without him,” she said. “I can’t live without him,” she
repeated weakly.
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