Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“Shall I lift her back?”
“No, leave her a few minutes.” He had the sense to add, “The morphia
doesn’t usually act so quickly.” Stevens had seen him give her morphia
before in the same way, with the same preliminaries. He had saved her,
he must save himself. He was conscious now of nothing but gladness. He
had feared his strength, but his strength had been equal to her need.
She was out of pain. Nothing else mattered. She was out of pain, he had
promised her and been equal to his promise. He was no Gabriel Stanton to
argue and deny, deny and argue. He wiped his needle carefully, put it
away. Then a cry from Stevens roused him, brought him quickly to her
side.
“She’s gone. Oh, dear! Oh, dear! She’s gone!” He lifted her up, laid her
on the sofa, the smile was still on her face, she looked asleep. But
Stevens was there and he had to dissimulate.
“She is unconscious. Get on to the telephone. Ask Dr. Lansdowne to come
over.”
Then he made a feint of trying remedies. Strychnine, more amyl, more
brandy, artificial respiration. He was glad, glad, glad, exulting as the
moments went on. He thanked God that she was at rest. “_He giveth His
beloved sleep._” He called her beloved, whispered it in her ear when
Stevens was summoning that useless help. He had sealed her to him, she
was his woman now, and for ever. No self-righteous iceberg could hold
and deny her.
“Sleep well, beloved,” he whispered. “Sleep well. Smile on me, smile
your thanks.”
He recovered himself with an immense, an incredible effort. He wanted to
laugh, to exult, to call on the world to see his work, what he had done
for her, how peaceful she was, and happy. He was as near madness as a
sane man could be, but by the time his partner came he composed his face
and spoke with professional gravity:
“I am afraid you are too late.”
Dr. Lansdowne, hurrying in, wore his habitual grin.
“I always knew it would end like this. Didn’t I tell you so? An
aneurism. I diagnosed it a long time ago.” He had even forgotten his
diagnosis. “I suppose you’ve tried ... so and so?” He recapitulated the
remedies. Stevens, stunned by the calamity, but not so far as to make
her forget to pull down the blinds, listened and realised Dr. Kennedy
had left nothing undone.
“I suppose there will have to be an inquest?”
“An inquest! My dear fellow. _An inquest!_ What for? I have seen her and
diagnosed, prognosed. You have attended her for weeks under my
direction. Unless her family wish it, it is quite unnecessary. I shall
be most pleased to give a death certificate. You have informed the
relatives, of course?”
“Not yet.”
Stevens emitted one dry sob which represented her entire emotional
capacity, and hastened to ring up Queen Anne’s Gate. Dr. Lansdowne began
to talk directly she left them alone. He told his silent colleague of an
eructation that troubled him after meals, and of a faint tendency to
gout. Then cast a perfunctory glance at the sofa.
“Pretty woman!” he said. “All that money, too!”
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