Ghosts -- Fiction; Invalids -- Fiction; Women authors -- Fiction
“If that was all I wanted I would have stayed in London,” she retorted.
She was extraordinarily and almost contemptuously straightforward with
Peter Kennedy. She knew that with a man of his limited experience it was
unnecessary to be subtle. She may have sometimes encouraged his
approaches, but the greater part of the time snubbed him unmercifully.
“You don’t put yourself on the same level as Gabriel Stanton, do you?”
she asked him scornfully one day when he was gloomily complaining that
“a fellow never had a chance.”
“If I were not more of a man than that I’d kick myself!”
“More of a man!”
“You wouldn’t get _me_ to stay at the hotel.” She flushed and said:
“Well, you can go now. I’ve had enough of you, you tire me.”
“You’ll send for me to come back directly you are ill?”
“Very likely. That only means I like your drugs better than you.”
He seized her hand, her waist, not for the first time, swore that he
would kill himself if she despised and flouted him. Probably she liked
the scenes he made her, for she often provoked them. They were mere
rough animal scenes, acutely different from those she was able to bring
about with Gabriel. But she did not do the only obvious and correct
thing, which was to dismiss him and find another doctor.
In these strange days, waiting for her freedom, seeing Gabriel Stanton
from Saturday to Monday and only Peter Kennedy all the long intervening
week, she may have liked the excitement of being attended by a doctor
who was madly in love with her. She excused herself to me on the ground
that she was a novelist and he a strange and primitive creature of whom
she was making a study. Also, curiously enough, he was genuinely
musical. Something of an executant and an enthralled listener.
He himself suggested more than once that she should have other advice
about her heart and he brought his partner to see her. But never
repeated the experiment. Dr. Lansdowne purred and prodded her, talking
all the time he used his stethoscope, smiling between whiles in a
superior way as if he knew everything. Particularly when she tried to
tell him her symptoms, or what other doctors had diagnosed.
“You have a nurse?” he asked her. “I had better see her nurse, Kennedy.”
“A nurse,—why should I have a nurse? I have a maid.”
“You ought never to be without a nurse. You ought never to be alone,” he
told her solemnly. “Now do, my dear child, be guided by me.” He smiled
and patted her. “I will tell Dr. Kennedy all about it, give him full
instructions. I will see you again in a few days. Come, Kennedy, I can
give you a lift; we will decide what is to be done.” He smiled his
farewell.
“See me again in a day or two! Not if I know it. Not in a day or two, or
a week or two, or a month or two.”
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