Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Such a respite came to her now; and she started up out of nothingness to
find her father at her side. She had not expected to see him alone
before they parted. She had fancied that her parents would contrive to
postpone their joint farewells till after dinner, just before driving
off to their train. For a moment she lay and looked up at Manford
without being clearly conscious that he was there, and without knowing
what to say if he were.
It appeared that he did not know either. Perhaps he had been led to her
side, almost in spite of himself, by a vague craving to be alone with
her just once before they parted; or perhaps he had come because he
suspected she might think he was afraid to. He sat down without speaking
in the chair which Pauline had left.
Dusk had fallen, and Nona was aware of the presence at her side only as
a shadowy bulk. After a while her father put out his hand and laid it on
hers.
"Why, it's nearly dark," she said. "You'll be off in an hour or so now."
"Yes. Your mother and I are dining early."
She wound her fingers into his, and they sat silent again. She liked to
have him near her in this way, but she was glad, for his sake and her
own, that the twilight made his face indistinct. She hoped their silence
might be unbroken. As long as she neither saw nor heard him there was an
unaccountable comfort in feeling him near--as if the living warmth he
imparted were something they shared indissolubly.
"In a couple of hours now--" he began, with an attempt at briskness. She
was silent, and he went on: "I wanted to be with you alone for a minute
like this. I wanted to say--"
"Father--."
He turned suddenly in his chair, and bending down over her pressed his
forehead against the coverlet. She freed her hand and passed it through
the thin hair on his temples.
"Don't. There's nothing to say."
She felt a tremor of his shoulders as they pressed against her, and the
tremor ran through her own body and seemed to loosen the fibres of her
heart.
"Old dad."
"Nona."
After that they remained again without speaking till a clock chimed out
from somewhere in the shadows. Manford got up. He gave himself one of
his impatient shakes, and stooped to kiss his daughter on the forehead.
"I don't believe I'll come up again before we go."
"No."
"It's no use--"
"No."
"I'll look after your mother--do all I can... Goodbye, dear."
"Goodbye, father."
He groped for her forehead again, and went out of the room; and she
closed her eyes and lay in the darkness, her heart folded like two hands
around the thought of him.
"Nona, darling!" There were still the goodbyes to her mother to be gone
through. Well, that would be comparatively easy; and in a lighted room
too, with Pauline on the threshold, slim, erect and consciously equipped
for travel--complete and wonderful! Yes; it would be almost easy.
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