Domestic fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; New York (N.Y.) -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
Wyant frowned. "Nothing to be done about it--in Lita's case? I hope you
don't mean that. My son--God, if ever a man has slaved for a woman, made
himself a fool for her..."
Heuston's dry voice cut the diatribe. "Well, sir, you wouldn't deprive
him of man's peculiar privilege: the right to make a fool of himself?"
Wyant sank back grumbling among his cushions. "I don't understand you,
any of you," he said, as if secretly relieved by the admission.
"Well, Exhibit dear, strictly speaking you don't have to. We're old
enough to run the show for ourselves, and all you've got to do is to
look on from the front row and admire us," said Nona, bending to him
with a caress.
In the street she found herself walking silently at Heuston's side.
These weekly meetings with him at Wyant's were becoming a tacit
arrangement: the one thing in her life that gave it meaning. She thought
with a smile of her mother's affirmation that everything always came out
right if only one kept on being brave and trustful, and wondered where,
under that formula, her relation to Stanley Heuston could be fitted in.
It was anything but brave--letting herself drift into these continual
meetings, and refusing to accept their consequences. Yet every nerve in
her told her that these moments were the best thing in life, the one
thing she couldn't do without: just to be near him, to hear his cold
voice, to say something to provoke his disenchanted laugh; or, better
still, to walk by him as now without talking, with a furtive glance now
and then at his profile, ironic, dissatisfied, defiant--yes, and so weak
under the defiance... The fact that she judged and still loved showed
that her malady was mortal.
"Oh, well--it won't last; nothing lasts for our lot," she murmured to
herself without conviction. "Or at the worst it will only last as long
as I do; and that's a date I can fix as I choose."
What nonsense, though, to talk like that, when all those others needed
her: Jim and his silly Lita, her father, yes, even her proud
self-confident father, and poor old Exhibit A and her mother who was so
sure that nothing would ever go wrong again, now she had found a new
Healer! Yes; they all needed help, though they didn't know it, and Fate
seemed to have put her, Nona, at the very point where all their lives
intersected, as a First-Aid station is put at the dangerous turn of a
race-course, or a points-man at the shunting point of a big junction.
"Look here, Nona: my dinner-engagement was a fable. Would the heavens
fall if you and I went and dined somewhere by ourselves, just as we
are?"
"Oh, Stan--" Her heart gave a leap of joy. In these free days, when the
young came and went as they chose, who would have believed that these
two had never yet given themselves a stolen evening? Perhaps it was just
because it was so easy. Only difficult things tempted Nona, and the
difficult thing was always to say "No."
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