His smart gig dashed alongside, and in two bounds he was up our
accommodation-ladder and shaking me by the hand with his nervous grip,
his eyes snapping inquisitively, for he supposed I had called at the
Seven Isles group on my way. I reached into my pocket for a nicely
folded little note, which he grabbed out of my hand without ceremony and
carried off on the bridge to read by himself. After a decent interval I
followed him up there, and found him pacing to and fro; for the nature of
his emotions made him restless even in his most thoughtful moments.
He shook his head at me triumphantly.
“Well, my dear boy,” he said, “I shall be counting the days now.”
I understood what he meant. I knew that those young people had settled
already on a runaway match without official preliminaries. This was
really a logical decision. Old Nelson (or Nielsen) would never have
agreed to give up Freya peaceably to this compromising Jasper. Heavens!
What would the Dutch authorities say to such a match! It sounds too
ridiculous for words. But there’s nothing in the world more selfishly
hard than a timorous man in a fright about his “little estate,” as old
Nelson used to call it in apologetic accents. A heart permeated by a
particular sort of funk is proof against sense, feeling, and ridicule.
It’s a flint.
Jasper would have made his request all the same and then taken his own
way; but it was Freya who decided that nothing should be said, on the
ground that, “Papa would only worry himself to distraction.” He was
capable of making himself ill, and then she wouldn’t have the heart to
leave him. Here you have the sanity of feminine outlook and the
frankness of feminine reasoning. And for the rest, Miss Freya could read
“poor dear papa” in the way a woman reads a man—like an open book. His
daughter once gone, old Nelson would not worry himself. He would raise a
great outcry, and make no end of lamentable fuss, but that’s not the same
thing. The real agonies of indecision, the anguish of conflicting
feelings would be spared to him. And as he was too unassuming to rage,
he would, after a period of lamentation, devote himself to his “little
estate,” and to keeping on good terms with the authorities.
Time would do the rest. And Freya thought she could afford to wait,
while ruling over her own home in the beautiful brig and over the man who
loved her. This was the life for her who had learned to walk on a ship’s
deck. She was a ship-child, a sea-girl if ever there was one. And of
course she loved Jasper and trusted him; but there was a shade of anxiety
in her pride. It is very fine and romantic to possess for your very own
a finely tempered and trusty sword-blade, but whether it is the best
weapon to counter with the common cudgel-play of Fate—that’s another
question.
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