The look she gave me in exchange for my discreet smile had no hidden
mirth in it. Her eyes seemed hollowed, her face gone wan in a couple of
hours. We had been laughing too much. Overwrought! Overwrought by the
approach of the decisive moment. After all, sincere, courageous, and
self-reliant as she was, she must have felt both the passion and the
compunction of her resolve. The very strength of love which had carried
her up to that point must have put her under a great moral strain, in
which there might have been a little simple remorse, too. For she was
honest—and there, across the table, sat poor old Nelson (or Nielsen)
staring at her, round-eyed and so pathetically comic in his fierce aspect
as to touch the most lightsome heart.
He retired early to his room to soothe himself for a night’s rest by
perusing his account-books. We two remained on the verandah for another
hour or so, but we exchanged only languid phrases on things without
importance, as though we had been emotionally jaded by our long day’s
talk on the only momentous subject. And yet there was something she
might have told a friend. But she didn’t. We parted silently. She
distrusted my masculine lack of common sense, perhaps. . . . O! Freya!
Going down the precipitous path to the landing-stage, I was confronted in
the shadows of boulders and bushes by a draped feminine figure whose
appearance startled me at first. It glided into my way suddenly from
behind a piece of rock. But in a moment it occurred to me that it could
be no one else but Freya’s maid, a half-caste Malacca Portuguese. One
caught fleeting glimpses of her olive face and dazzling white teeth about
the house. I had observed her at times from a distance, as she sat
within call under the shade of some fruit trees, brushing and plaiting
her long raven locks. It seemed to be the principal occupation of her
leisure hours. We had often exchanged nods and smiles—and a few words,
too. She was a pretty creature. And once I had watched her approvingly
make funny and expressive grimaces behind Heemskirk’s back. I understood
(from Jasper) that she was in the secret, like a comedy camerista. She
was to accompany Freya on her irregular way to matrimony and “ever after”
happiness. Why should she be roaming by night near the cove—unless on
some love affair of her own—I asked myself. But there was nobody
suitable within the Seven Isles group, as far as I knew. It flashed upon
me that it was myself she had been lying in wait for.
She hesitated, muffled from head to foot, shadowy and bashful. I
advanced another pace, and how I felt is nobody’s business.
“What is it?” I asked, very low.
“Nobody knows I am here,” she whispered.
“And nobody can see us,” I whispered back.
The murmur of words “I’ve been so frightened” reached me. Just then
forty feet above our head, from the yet lighted verandah, unexpected and
startling, Freya’s voice rang out in a clear, imperious call:
“Antonia!”
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