She heard an inarticulate sound, something like a moan wrung out by pain
or delight, and glided away. There was that other man on the other
verandah, that dark, surly Dutchman who could make trouble between Jasper
and her father, bring about a quarrel, ugly words, and perhaps a physical
collision. What a horrible situation! But, even putting aside that
awful extremity, she shrank from having to live for some three months
with a wretched, tormented, angry, distracted, absurd man. And when the
day came, the day and the hour, what should she do if her father tried to
detain her by main force—as was, after all, possible? Could she actually
struggle with him hand to hand? But it was of lamentations and
entreaties that she was really afraid. Could she withstand them? What
an odious, cruel, ridiculous position would that be!
“But it won’t be. He’ll say nothing,” she thought as she came out
quickly on the west verandah, and, seeing that Heemskirk did not move,
sat down on a chair near the doorway and kept her eyes on him. The
outraged lieutenant had not changed his attitude; only his cap had fallen
off his stomach and was lying on the floor. His thick black eyebrows
were knitted by a frown, while he looked at her out of the corners of his
eyes. And their sideways glance in conjunction with the hooked nose, the
whole bulky, ungainly, sprawling person, struck Freya as so comically
moody that, inwardly discomposed as she was, she could not help smiling.
She did her best to give that smile a conciliatory character. She did
not want to provoke Heemskirk needlessly.
And the lieutenant, perceiving that smile, was mollified. It never
entered his head that his outward appearance, a naval officer, in
uniform, could appear ridiculous to that girl of no position—the daughter
of old Nielsen. The recollection of her arms round Jasper’s neck still
irritated and excited him. “The hussy!” he thought. “Smiling—eh?
That’s how you are amusing yourself. Fooling your father finely, aren’t
you? You have a taste for that sort of fun—have you? Well, we shall
see—” He did not alter his position, but on his pursed-up lips there
also appeared a smile of surly and ill-omened amusement, while his eyes
returned to the contemplation of his boots.
Freya felt hot with indignation. She sat radiantly fair in the
lamplight, her strong, well-shaped hands lying one on top of the other in
her lap. . . “Odious creature,” she thought. Her face coloured with
sudden anger. “You have scared my maid out of her senses,” she said
aloud. “What possessed you?”
He was thinking so deeply of her that the sound of her voice, pronouncing
these unexpected words, startled him extremely. He jerked up his head
and looked so bewildered that Freya insisted impatiently:
“I mean Antonia. You have bruised her arm. What did you do it for?”
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