The light in the room was dim. Antonia, crouching in a corner, rocked
herself backwards and forwards, uttering feeble moans. Old Nelson had
not much experience in various kinds of feminine laughter, but he was
certain there had been laughter there.
“Very unfeeling, very unfeeling!” he said, with weighty displeasure.
“What is there so amusing in a man being in pain? I should have thought
a woman—a young girl—”
“He was so funny,” murmured Freya, whose eyes glistened strangely in the
semi-obscurity of the passage. “And then, you know, I don’t like him,”
she added, in an unsteady voice.
“Funny!” repeated old Nelson, amazed at this evidence of callousness in
one so young. “You don’t like him! Do you mean to say that, because you
don’t like him, you—Why, it’s simply cruel! Don’t you know it’s about
the worst sort of pain there is? Dogs have been known to go mad with
it.”
“He certainly seemed to have gone mad,” Freya said with an effort, as if
she were struggling with some hidden feeling.
But her father was launched.
“And you know how he is. He notices everything. He is a fellow to take
offence for the least little thing—regular Dutchman—and I want to keep
friendly with him. It’s like this, my girl: if that rajah of ours were
to do something silly—and you know he is a sulky, rebellious beggar—and
the authorities took into their heads that my influence over him wasn’t
good, you would find yourself without a roof over your head—”
She cried: “What nonsense, father!” in a not very assured tone, and
discovered that he was angry, angry enough to achieve irony; yes, old
Nelson (or Nielsen), irony! Just a gleam of it.
“Oh, of course, if you have means of your own—a mansion, a plantation
that I know nothing of—” But he was not capable of sustained irony. “I
tell you they would bundle me out of here,” he whispered forcibly;
“without compensation, of course. I know these Dutch. And the
lieutenant’s just the fellow to start the trouble going. He has the ear
of influential officials. I wouldn’t offend him for anything—for
anything—on no consideration whatever. . . . What did you say?”
It was only an inarticulate exclamation. If she ever had a half-formed
intention of telling him everything she had given it up now. It was
impossible, both out of regard for his dignity and for the peace of his
poor mind.
“I don’t care for him myself very much,” old Nelson’s subdued undertone
confessed in a sigh. “He’s easier now,” he went on, after a silence.
“I’ve given him up my bed for the night. I shall sleep on my verandah,
in the hammock. No; I can’t say I like him either, but from that to
laugh at a man because he’s driven crazy with pain is a long way. You’ve
surprised me, Freya. That side of his face is quite flushed.”
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