My lack of excitement, of curiosity, of surprise, of any sort of
pronounced interest, began to arouse his distrust. But except for the
felicitous pretence of deafness I had not tried to pretend anything. I
had felt utterly incapable of playing the part of ignorance properly, and
therefore was afraid to try. It is also certain that he had brought some
ready-made suspicions with him, and that he viewed my politeness as a
strange and unnatural phenomenon. And yet how else could I have received
him? Not heartily! That was impossible for psychological reasons, which
I need not state here. My only object was to keep off his inquiries.
Surlily? Yes, but surliness might have provoked a point-blank question.
From its novelty to him and from its nature, punctilious courtesy was the
manner best calculated to restrain the man. But there was the danger of
his breaking through my defence bluntly. I could not, I think, have met
him by a direct lie, also for psychological (not moral) reasons. If he
had only known how afraid I was of his putting my feeling of identity
with the other to the test! But, strangely enough—(I thought of it only
afterward)—I believe that he was not a little disconcerted by the reverse
side of that weird situation, by something in me that reminded him of the
man he was seeking—suggested a mysterious similitude to the young fellow
he had distrusted and disliked from the first.
However that might have been, the silence was not very prolonged. He
took another oblique step.
“I reckon I had no more than a two-mile pull to your ship. Not a bit
more.”
“And quite enough, too, in this awful heat,” I said.
Another pause full of mistrust followed. Necessity, they say, is mother
of invention, but fear, too, is not barren of ingenious suggestions. And
I was afraid he would ask me point-blank for news of my other self.
“Nice little saloon, isn’t it?” I remarked, as if noticing for the first
time the way his eyes roamed from one closed door to the other. “And
very well fitted out too. Here, for instance,” I continued, reaching
over the back of my seat negligently and flinging the door open, “is my
bath-room.”
He made an eager movement, but hardly gave it a glance. I got up, shut
the door of the bath-room, and invited him to have a look round, as if I
were very proud of my accommodation. He had to rise and be shown round,
but he went through the business without any raptures whatever.
“And now we’ll have a look at my stateroom,” I declared, in a voice as
loud as I dared to make it, crossing the cabin to the starboard side with
purposely heavy steps.
He followed me in and gazed around. My intelligent double had vanished.
I played my part.
“Very convenient—isn’t it?”
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