It is a bold question; he wonders he has dared ask it. She turns
pale with--anger. Of course it is anger, and her eyes are flashing
under their long lashes, and words won't come because her heart is
hot and indignant. So he interprets her silence and murmurs
apologetically: "Forgive me; I had no right to make such a remark;
only, I have been such a miserable man since you sent me from your
side, that it seemed in some way to console me that you had not been
quite--happy, either."
"I suppose no one is that," she says, with a suspicious tremor in her
voice. "Something, or some one, is sure to spoil our lives for us."
He draws back. The shaft has hit home. He remembers only too well
who has spoilt the life of this woman beside him.
"Society is too artificial to content me," she goes on rapidly. "I
want something more than amusement. I like to think. I like
rational conversation. I like art, little as I can study or
understand its great teachings. I like all that elevates the mind,
and is beautiful to the senses; so I plunged headlong into the new
school, and it has interested and occupied me. Do not suppose I
consider it perfect by any means; but it has done much good--it will
do more. If you were interested in such things you might remember
the glaring colours, the brilliant hues that made one's eyes ache not
so very long ago. Look what lovely shades and tints we have now.
Women required to be educated to some sense of colour and fitness.
However plain or insignificant we may be, we may at least make our
defects less oppressive by taste and culture."
"There I quite agree with you," says Colonel Carlisle, wondering a
little how she manages always to evade personal topics and glide back
to the keynote of their conversation. "But you lack neither taste
nor culture; your words apply to quite a different class of persons.
And if æsthetics teach taste and appreciation of all that is
beautiful and cultured, why, in Heaven's name, do these people make
such guys of themselves?"
"I have told you twice already that every creed has its exaggerators."
"This creed seems to have more than its share then," he says
amusedly. "Your rooms are perfection, I allow--your toilette is like
a Greek poet's dream; but I confess I see no other like it."
"You are very kind to say so," she murmurs, with an inward
congratulation that fate had saved her from the terra-cotta gown
which, in a fit of "exaggeration," she had ordered. "But I wanted to
ask you about yourself. Our conversation seems very one-sided. Have
you returned to England for good?"
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