A strange constraint is upon them both. As from time to time their
eyes meet, each notes with a heavy heart the change wrought in these
few months. On Keith it is even more apparent. His face is as pale
as if the hot young blood had been frozen in its currents, and no
longer could warm and colour that passionless exterior. The half
petulant, wayward manner which had been charming in its very
youthfulness and caprice, was now grave and chill, and had lost all
its brightness and vivacity.
"He is not happy," thinks Lauraine sadly, and she glances at the
pretty little sparkling creature opposite, who is chattering and
laughing as if she had not a care in the world, and had certainly
escaped the contamination of her lover's gravity.
"Do you make a long stay in London?" asks Keith, in a low voice, when
the clatter of tongues and laughter is at its height.
Lauraine looks suddenly up, and meets the blue eyes that seem to have
lost all their fire and eagerness now. "No; only two or three weeks.
Lady Etwynde comes back with me to Falcon's Chase for Christmas."
"I--I have something to ask you," he says, almost humbly. "I have
longed to see you often--just for one half-hour--to say this. You
know I have grown so accustomed to take counsel with you that the old
habit clings to me still. May I call on you to-morrow? May I see
you alone? Do not look so alarmed; you need not fancy I have
forgotten--Erlsbach."
"I shall be very glad to see you if you want my advice," says
Lauraine, very coldly. "But I can scarcely imagine you do. Surely,
in all the momentous arrangements before you, Miss Jefferson is the
person you should consult."
"Yes," he answers quietly, "and her taste and mine so invariably
clash that I find the best thing to do is to yield her undisputed
choice. Can you imagine me yielding the palm of all things? Beaten
into subjection. A good beginning, is it not?"
Lauraine looks at him, inexpressibly pained by his words and tone.
"She is very charming, and I daresay will make an admirable wife,"
she says uneasily. "I am sure every one admires your choice!"
"Isn't that rather a disadvantage nowadays?" says Keith bitterly.
'The husband of the pretty Mrs. So-and-so' is not a very dignified
appellation. You see scores of men running after your wife, and if
you object are called a jealous fool, or 'bad style' or something of
that sort. We certainly live in a delightful age for--women."
"I don't think you ought to affect that cynical style of talking,"
says Lauraine gravely. "It doesn't sit naturally on your years, and
it is too much like the caught-up cant of society. Women are no
worse now than they have always been, I suppose, nor men either."
"It is like old times to have you 'lecturing' me," says Keith, with a
sudden smile--the first she has seen on his lips to-night.
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