All her energies seem paralysed; she cannot think, cannot decide.
Her husband dangerously ill, alone in a foreign land, deserted by the
woman for whom he has wronged his wife, and Keith--Keith dying.
The sunlight seems to blind her; the light of day is cruel. Her
heart feels numbed and dead, and in her brain a thousand hammers seem
to beat, and through all that numbness and discord one thought alone
shapes itself in stern and terrible distinctness. One thought; it is
Duty!
He has neglected her, he has outraged her, he has forfeited all
honour and respect. Yet none the less is he her husband, none the
less is he the father of her child.
Her child! who lay in her bosom, and smiled into her eyes and made
earth Paradise for just a little space!
But Keith? Keith, whom she loves; Keith, whom she has wronged; Keith
dying, and she cannot be near him, cannot meet once more the look of
the "bad blue eyes," cannot whisper peace or comfort to the young and
passion-wrecked soul!
Her heart feels breaking. The awfulness of this decision seems
beyond her strength to make; and yet she knows--she cannot but
know--which is the right course, because of its very hardness.
"I have sinned; I must suffer," she groans despairingly, and then
moves away with half-blind eyes, and feels as if her heart must break
at last. How can she live on and endure such misery?
In an hour her preparations are complete, and she starts for London.
A thought strikes her on her way. At the first available station she
gets out and sends a telegram to Lady Etwynde, bidding her meet her
at the London terminus. At the terminus her friend is waiting and
Colonel Carlisle also. In a few hurried, broken words Lauraine tells
them all.
"And you are actually going to _him_!" cried Lady Etwynde, amazed.
"I must; it is what I ought to do," falters Lauraine piteously. "I
cannot leave him to die there alone uncared for. After all, he is my
husband."
"You are right!" exclaims Lady Etwynde hurriedly. "But a thought
strikes me. I--will go to Paris and see Keith Athelstone. You will
let me, will you not, Cyril? Perhaps, after all, that fiend is
lying."
Lauraine looks at her with unspeakable gratitude.
"Oh, if you would--if only you would!" she cries passionately.
"Certainly we will!" exclaims Colonel Carlisle. "Etwynde is quite
right. And I do not see why we shouldn't all go as far as Paris
together. We have two hours to spare. Time enough to get what we
want--money and wraps. All the rest we can get in Paris."
So it is hurriedly arranged, and the night express sees them all _en
route_ for the French capital, the Colonel and his wife doing their
best to console and cheer Lauraine, whose utter prostration and
despair alarm them.
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