The dawn breaks, the brightness of the new day bursts upon a waking
world that welcomes it with life. But the brightness of the golden
sun shines upon a baby face, that leans white and still and painless
now upon its mother's breast, and something that is not the dullness
of the morning strikes to her heart, stilling its throbs, stifling
its agony of dread.
Her child is hers no longer!
With gentle touch, with pitying words, her friend strives to draw her
from that room. In vain.
She kneels beside the little cot where the tiny figure lies so still,
so calm now; her tearless eyes riveted on the lovely little face;
eyes so wild, so passionate, so entreating, that none dare meet their
gaze.
"He is only asleep; he has not--left me," she cries: and weeping,
they stand aside and know not what to do.
Then Lady Etwynde bade them all go out, and knelt down by Lauraine's
side. The tears dimmed her eyes, her gentle heart was wrung at the
sight of this mute, blank suffering. "Dear, do try and realize it,"
she whispered tenderly. "It is hard, terribly hard, I know. But for
him, doubtless it is best."
"Best!" Lauraine rose to her feet, and looked blankly around. The
bath, the blankets, the paraphernalia of that brief illness; the
sunlight streaming in through the window; the little figure so still,
so strangely still, all struck on her with a dull, hopeless pain, as
of something missing ... gone out of her life....
Then a low moan broke from her lips.
"Oh, God! let me die too!"
That awful day of pain and grief rolls on. To Lady Etwynde it seems
the most terrible she has ever known. Lauraine has passed from one
fit of unconsciousness into another. They watch and tend her in
ever-increasing fear. Lady Etwynde has telegraphed to London for a
physician, and also to Mrs. Douglas and Sir Francis, though she fears
the latter will not receive her message without considerable delay,
owing to the uncertainty of his movements.
In the darkened house they all move with hushed steps; and in one
room, where noise and merriment has been so rife but yesterday, there
is _something_ lying white and still, with flowers piled high upon
its snowy covering. Something from whose angelic beauty all trace of
earth has passed, something in whose presence all grief is stilled,
and tears forget to flow. Again and again does Lady Etwynde steal
into that room and gaze on the exquisite face on which death has left
no shadow of dread, no trace of plain. It seems as if only the
mystery of sleep had sealed the marble lids, and left that strange,
soft, trance-like calm upon the once restless body.
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