This evening they are both sitting by the open window overlooking the
Rhine. In these hot summer nights Lauraine has cast aside her heavy
black dresses, and wears chiefly white, with knots of black ribbon
here and there. Lady Etwynde thinks how lovely she looks, sitting
there, with the sunrays touching her dusky hair, her soft snowy gown,
her slender hands that are idly folded on her lap.
Instinctively she comes forward and kneels by her side. "Am I to go,
Lauraine?" she asks, softly.
For all answer Lauraine clasps her round the neck, and bursts into
tears. "No, no; a thousand times no!" she cries, weeping. "You are
the only one left to me to love. Don't leave me quite desolate."
"I will not," answers Lady Etwynde, softly. "I wish I could be of
some use--of some help; but in these cases the tenderest sympathy
seems to hurt. No one can help us."
"You speak as if you too had 'loved and lost'?" says Lauraine, wiping
the tears from her eyes, and looking at the beautiful, noble face
beside her.
A faint warmth of colour comes over it; the proud head, with its
golden halo of hair, droops a little. "Yes," she says, "I have.
Sometimes I think it was my own fault, after all I was too proud, too
exacting. Shall I tell you the story? Would you care to hear?"
"Indeed, I would," said Lauraine, earnestly.
"He was a soldier," begins Lady Etwynde. "I was seventeen; romantic
to my finger-tips. He, thirty years or more; bronzed, bold,
stalwart, a king among men, I always thought. We met at my first
season in London, loved, were engaged. He was of good family, but
not rich. My parents objected strongly at first; but I was their
only child, and they had never crossed whim or wish of mine. Of
course I gained my point. Oh, how happy I was! It was like all the
ecstasy of dreams, all the fancies of poets, all the purity and
waking passion of first love steeping my life in golden glamour. I
only lived, watched, thought for him, and he--all the time--he
deceived me!"
Her voice breaks. The bitterness and anguish of that time seems
present over again. The colour fades from her cheeks as she kneels
there in the radiant moonlight.
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