to time, but of his life, the life I once so fondly hoped to share, I
know nothing!"
Lauraine touches the trembling hands. "You were hard on him, I
think," she says gently. "I suppose he thought her dead--that he was
free."
"He said so," answers Lady Etwynde. "Oh, yes, and doubtless he
believed it. He could not have dared to offer such an insult to me,
or my family. But what I resented was that he should have kept the
story back, that he should have pretended that I was his first, his
only love, and all the time _she_ had been his wife. I could not
forgive that!"
"But, my dear," says Lauraine, gently, "you may have had his first
_real_ love. The other was but a youthful folly, a hot-headed
infatuation. Does any man come to us with his heart pure and free?
Few, I think, if any. We cannot judge them by ourselves. That is
how so many women wreck their lives. They expect too much. No man
can ever be what a girl's dreams would make him. But it is so hard
for her to believe that."
"I know it now," answers Lady Etwynde. "I have learnt my lesson in
bitterness and grief. But I think it has done me good. I have
forgiven him long ago. I shall never see him again to tell him so, I
suppose; perhaps he would not care even to hear it. But I am happier
since I could pardon and pity his weakness, only--my Bayard he could
never be again!"
"And of her? Do you know anything about her fate?" asks Lauraine,
forgetful of her own sorrows in this new interest.
"I heard she was dead. She was a vile, cruel woman. He divorced her
afterwards, but what was that to me? What can anything be to me now
that concerns his name, his life?" There comes a long silence. The
thoughts of both are busy with sad memories. As Lauraine looks at
Lady Etwynde's face she sees it is full of pain, but her eyes have a
dreamy look, as the eyes of one who sees some sweet vision afar off.
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