'How did you learn that?' said Lord Forestfield, taken off his guard.
'I only got old Vandervelde's letter yesterday morning.'
'I learned it because I made it my business to learn not only that,
but everything about you,' said Uffington, speaking with hard
earnestness. 'Not from any interest in _you_, God knows; for from the
first time I saw you, and heard how you treated your wife, I regarded
you with a loathing and an aversion so great that they can scarcely be
said to have increased now, when we have been thrown so much together.
Lady Forestfield's mother was my kindest friend, and seeing how much
her daughter wanted an outstretched hand to help her in her solitude
and her misery, I determined to repay, so far as I could, the kindness
I had experienced when I stood in need of it.'
'And you stretched out your hand to help a very pretty woman, did
you?' growled Forestfield. 'What a generous, unselfish creature!'
'Less selfish than appears at first sight,' said Uffington; 'for in
carrying out my plan I have had to endure things against which my
sense of decency, to say nothing of my pride, revolted; such as
putting up with your familiarity, Lord Forestfield, and mixing with a
miserable set of Pharisees, who consent to receive you into their
society while they scorn your wife, whose crime has been really the
outcome of your cruelty.'
'You're a pretty kind of fellow to talk in this way!' said
Forestfield, looking up from under his eyebrows and speaking in a
thick voice. 'You're a nice lot to preach virtue, and the necessity
for domestic happiness, and that sort of thing; and you practise what
you preach, don't you, and always did? You never heard of such a thing
as a fellow in the Guards running off with another mans wife, say to
Switzerland now, and living there with her? That wouldn't enter into
your scheme of morality, would it?'
'This is the second time you have dared to make allusion to that event
in my life, Lord Forestfield,' said Uffington, with a strong effort at
self-control, 'and I advise you not to repeat it. In a blundering way,
however, you happen to have hit upon the truth. What promised at the
time to be but a mere episode in my reckless youth had its influence
on my whole career, and made me what I am; a man neither ashamed to
acknowledge his guilt nor professing to be sorry for his misdeeds. If
the lady to whom you have made reference lost caste in the eyes of
that society of which you still continue a flourishing member, she, at
all events, passed the remainder of her life in peace, and was secured
from the outrage to which she had been subjected by one whose duty it
was to love and protect her. God knows, I set myself up as no judge of
my fellow-creatures, but it is from what I knew of that lady's history
and what I saw of her sufferings that I have learned to understand and
pity your wife.'
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