"He's suffering from life-long repression," the Doctor told his wife.
"Now he's got to find a safety-valve."
In his own mind Mr. Trupp had no doubt as to the form the safety-valve
would take.
About that time Mrs. Trupp, meeting Mr. Pigott in the Moot, asked him
how his new hand was getting on.
"Working steady as Old Time," replied the other with satisfaction.
"I like the look upon his face," Mrs. Trupp remarked. "He's always
expecting."
"Yes," replied the old school-master, "expecting angels--like his
father."
"Perhaps he'll find them," smiled Mrs. Trupp.
That evening, as it chanced, she met her godson under the elms in
Saffrons Croft, and stopped him.
It was May now. The hope illuminating air and sky and every living
thing was reflected in Ernie's face. Indeed the young man looked
inspired.
The two regarded each other affectionately.
"Ernie," said the lady, colouring faintly.
"Yes, 'm."
"Are you still thinking of that girl you told me about?"
The other's face glowed like the moon.
"I never hardly think of nothing else, 'm."
"I knew you were," answered Mrs. Trupp. She added with a sudden lovely
smile: "You'll find her--if you're faithful."
"That's what dad keeps on, 'm," Ernie answered. "And I know I shall
too. See, I keep all the while a-drawin her to me." He made the
motion of one hauling on a line. "She can't escape me--not nohows."
He turned on her the earnest eyes of the evangelist, and began to wag
an impressive finger in the way she loved.
"See, you can draw down what you want--_only you must want it with all
your heart_. 'Taint no good without that. Alf, now, he draws down
money. For why?--that's what he wants. Now I want something else."
The lady regarded him with wise shrewd interest.
This New Thought, as the foolish called it, how old it was, how
universal, how deeply embedded in the primitive consciousness of the
common man! Ernie, to be sure, did not read Edward Carpenter nor the
works of any of that school; but instinct and experience had led him to
knock at the same door.
"And if Alf wanted something different, too?" she asked.
Ernie shook a sceptical head.
"He wouldn't--not really. That ain't Alf. Money's what Alf wants and
what he gets by consequence. He's only for himself, Alf is. If he
went out a'ter anything else he'd only go half-hearted like, therefore
he wouldn't get it. He'd be a house divided against hissalf. So he'd
fall."
The two brothers now rarely met and never spoke.
Just sometimes Ernie in his grimy overall, sitting with arms crossed
and sooty face upon a load of coal in the jolting lorry, would be
passed by Alf at the wheel of his thirty horse-power car, stealing by
without an effort or a sound, swift as the wind, silent as the tide.
On these occasions Ernie, perched aloft on his load, would detect the
smirk on his brother's face, and knew that Alf was feeling his own
superiority and hoping that Ernie felt it too.
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