He could not have been unconscious many minutes, for the sun still hung
on the crest of the hill much where he had seen it last; but he was
walking along the road on which he had fallen and must so have walked
during his unconsciousness, seeing that he was now perhaps a quarter of
a mile from the spot where he had jumped, and proceeding in the
opposite direction to that in which the lorry had been travelling. His
face was towards the sea and the village through which he had recently
passed, his back to the Weald.
On his left was a wood, darkened by firs. A dusty motor-bicycle lay up
against the bank.
Ernie was aware of the machine, as one is aware of something in a book.
It was not real to him: he was not real to himself. Indeed he was
conscious of one thing only: that some power was guiding him and
bidding him keep quiet.
He did not attempt to take control. His brain, except as a mirror
which reflected passing objects, was passive; and he was content that
this should be so.
Dimly he wondered if he was dead. Then he realized that the question
had no interest for him, and he retired once more into the No Man's
Land of the hypnoidal state.
A villager was approaching.
He saw the man marching towards him as on the screen of a cinema.
The man said good evening.
Ernie answered, and found himself listening with interest to his own
voice. It sounded so loud and alien.
He was a puppet in a play, watching his own performance--actor and
audience in one.
Except for a certain diffused physical discomfort on the remote
circumference of his being, he was not happy or unhappy. He was a
headache, and that was all he was. But he was a headache which could
walk and if necessary talk.
Then, still obeying his unseen guide, he turned off the dusty road into
the wood upon his left that stretched across the Brooks down towards
the stream.
On the fringe of the wood he was bidden to stay....
The river ran in front of him a few yards away. On the other bank,
immediately opposite him, was a clump of willows. There too was a big
young woman in a tan overall.
She was sitting on the tow-path, her back against a tree, her arms
bound about her knees, her feet in heavy boots pressed close together
in an attitude expressing doggedness. She was bare-headed; and her
orange turban lay at her feet. Ernie marked her gypsy colouring, red
and gold, and the yellow necklace that bound her throat. The sullen
expression of her face was enhanced by the gleam of teeth which her
lips, drawn back almost to a snarl, revealed.
Here surely was a tigress, trapped and resentful.
Above her stood a little man in the shining black gaiters and great
goggles of a chauffeur.
He was talking and smiling. The young woman sat beneath him, her tense
arms binding her knees, her eyes down.
But this was not the usual drama when the Serpent and the Woman meet.
Here the Serpent was taunting Eve, not tempting her. So much her face
betrayed.
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