"Shall we ever meet again?"
She had answered with astonishing emphasis,
"We must."
But they never did. Fate swung his scythe; her father died and she had
to abandon her London season. Edward Caspar went abroad to study at
Leipzig. And next winter she met her Hammer-man and launched her boat
on the great waters.
But she had never forgotten that mysterious half-hour in which the
trembling young man had knocked at her door, entered her sanctuary; and
she, Rachel the reserved, had permitted him to stay.
At that moment Reality had entered her life--unforgettable and
unforgotten.
India from the first tantalized Ernie. It was for him a mysterious and
beautiful book, its pages for ever open inviting him to read, yet
keeping its secret inviolate from him; for he could not read himself
and there was no one to read to him. His officers, capable at their
work, and good fellows enough in the main, Ernie soon discovered to be
illiterate to an almost laughable degree. They not only knew nothing
outside the limited military field, but they took a marked professional
pride in their ignorance.
Ernie, used to his father's large philosophical outlook on any subject,
his scholarly talk, his learning, was amazed at the intellectual apathy
and crustacean self-complacency, sometimes ludicrous, more often naïf,
occasionally offensive, of those set in authority over him.
Major Lewknor was the solitary exception. He was the one University
man in the Regiment, and, whether as the result of a more catholic
education or a more original temperament, he always stood slightly
apart from his brother-officers. When he was a young man they had
mocked at him quietly; now that he was a field officer they stood
somewhat in awe of his ironical spirit. Some of his more dubious
sayings were handed on religiously from last-joined subaltern to
last-joined subaltern. The worst of them--his famous--_Patriotism is
the last refuge of every scoundrel_--was happily attributed by the Army
at large to a chap called Johnston who, thank God! was not a Hammer-man
at all, but a Gunner or a Sapper or something like that. A Sapper
probably. It was just the sort of thing you would expect a Sapper to
say: for Sappers wore flannel shirts and never washed.
But if the Major was undoubtedly critical of what was obsolete and
theatrical in the Service that he loved, few possessed a deeper
reverence or more intimate understanding of the much that was noble in
it.
"After the really grand ritual of a big ceremonial parade," he would
say, "when you actually do transcend yourself and become one with the
Larger Life, for grown men in an age like ours, to be herded at the
point of the bayonet into a tin-pot temple to hear a gramophone in a
surplice droning out an unintelligible rigmarole every Sunday in the
name of religion--why it is not only redundant, it's a blasphemous
farce that every decent man _must_ kick against."
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