"It's the profound simplicity of life that baffles us," he said. "It's
too simple for us to understand. Our brains aren't big enough--as
yet." He was becoming strangely excited. Ernie thought he understood
now the source of that exalted look of his father's. "But we shall
some day. Already there has been One Man who did. Think of it! We
crucified Him for it of course. We had to. He was climbing too far
a-head: so we plucked him back to earth. You mustn't go too far ahead
of the Herd. They won't stand it. But He knew: He trusted It: He
could float in It--like that kittiwake, ascending into heaven,
descending into hell, at will."
He lay back on the turf, exhausted, his hat over his eyes, his hands on
the turf beside him.
"Ernie."
"Yes, dad."
"Have you felt the Tide?"
"I think so."
The old man put his hand upon his son's.
"Let it come, Boy-lad," he said. "Trust it to do the work. All our
mistakes are due to the same thing."
"What's that?" asked Ernie.
"Trying to interfere," answered the other. "Follow!--that's our human
part."
That evening, after supper, before he left, Ernie asked his mother
shyly for some roses. She took him out into the front-garden, tiny as
it was trim, and gave him of her best.
Afterwards, as he walked away, she stood at the little gate and watched
him, a beautiful look in her eyes. Then she wiped her shoes very
carefully, and turned into the house.
The study-door was open, and she peeped in.
Her husband was sitting as always in the bow, looking out towards the
trees stirring in the Rectory garden.
Anne stared at him.
"Has he said anything to you?" she asked at last in the voice that grew
always more grumbling and ungracious with the years.
"Not yet," her husband answered.
"Well, it's about time," Anne grumbled. "Only I wish I'd had the
choosing of her."
"Ernie'll choose all right," Edward answered in the peculiar crisp way
he sometimes now adopted. "You needn't worry about him."
Whether there was a faint emphasis on the pronoun or not, Anne answered
with asperity,
"And you needn't worry about Alf for that matter. He's far too set on
himself to find room for a wife."
Ernie was at Billing's Corner half an hour before the Lewes char-a-banc
was due, hanging about at the top of the rise, looking along the white
road that runs past Moot Farm under the long swell of the escorting
hills.
It was a perfect evening of late May. The sun had already sunk in
darkened majesty against the West when the familiar cloud of dust
betokened the approach of the four-horse team.
Ruth was sitting on the box beside the driver. Ernie recognized her
from afar by the splotch of colour made by her hat, and was filled with
an almost overpowering content.
The horses sprang the rise at a canter, the conductor blowing a
flourish on his horn. The girl's hand was to her hat, and her head
bowed to the wind. The char-a-banc drew up with a swagger in the open
space before the _Billing Arms_.
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