“If only you could have seen your face whilst you were reading,” cried
Louise, using the familiar _tu_, the caress of speech, since yesterday,
while her white hands wiped the pearls of sweat from the brows on which
she set a poet’s crown. “There were sparks of fire in those beautiful
eyes! From your lips, as I watched them, there fell the golden chains
that suspend the hearts of men upon the poet’s mouth. You shall read
Chénier through to me from beginning to end; he is the lover’s poet. You
shall not be unhappy any longer; I will not have it. Yes, dear angel,
I will make an oasis for you, there you shall live your poet’s life,
sometimes busy, sometimes languid; indolent, full of work, and musing
by turns; but never forget that you owe your laurels to me, let that
thought be my noble guerdon for the sufferings which I must endure. Poor
love! the world will not spare me any more than it has spared you; the
world is avenged on all happiness in which it has no share. Yes, I
shall always be a mark for envy--did you not see that last night? The
bloodthirsty insects are quick enough to drain every wound that
they pierce. But I was happy; I lived. It is so long since all my
heartstrings vibrated.”
The tears flowed fast, and for all answer Lucien took Louise’s hand and
gave it a lingering kiss. Every one about him soothed and caressed the
poet’s vanity; his mother and his sister and David and Louise now did
the same. Every one helped to raise the imaginary pedestal on which
he had set himself. His friends’s kindness and the fury of his enemies
combined to establish him more firmly in an unreal world. A young
imagination readily falls in with the flattering estimates of others, a
handsome young fellow so full of promise finds others eager to help him
on every side, and only after one or two sharp and bitter lessons does
he begin to see himself as an ordinary mortal.
“My beautiful Louise, do you mean in very truth to be my Beatrice, a
Beatrice who condescends to be loved?”
Louise raised the fine eyes, hitherto down-dropped.
“If you show yourself worthy--some day!” she said, with an angelic smile
which belied her words. “Are you not happy? To be the sole possessor
of a heart, to speak freely at all times, with the certainty of being
understood, is not this happiness?”
“Yes,” he answered, with a lover’s pout of vexation.
“Child!” she exclaimed, laughing at him. “Come, you have something to
tell me, have you not? You came in absorbed in thought, my Lucien.”
Lucien, in fear and trembling, confided to his beloved that David was
in love with his sister Eve, and that his sister Eve was in love with
David, and that the two were to be married shortly.
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