Two Voyages to New South Wales and Van Diemen's LandReid, Thomas
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Two Voyages to New South Wales and Van Diemen's Land
Reid, Thomas
Exiles -- Australia -- New South Wales; Exiles -- Australia -- Tasmania
Arriving at his lodgings in town, he received intelligence he had not at
all expected, and which he was ill prepared to bear. The very day he
left London a messenger arrived to inform him, that his father was
dying, and desired his immediate attendance. The servants had been
instructed to inform all inquirers that their master had gone to
Ireland. Day after day messengers arrived, and still the same answer was
given. His afflicted mother, suspecting some cheat, determined to travel
to London herself, to awaken the slumbering soul of her undutiful son:
to her also the same answer was returned; nor could she obtain any hint
or clue that might enable her to discover his retreat; she was
convinced, however, that he had not gone to Ireland. Although fatigued
and almost exhausted by the journey, she could not be persuaded to take
any refreshments in town, but hastened back to console her dying
husband.
Uncertain what part of Scotland he should visit, and what stay he might
make at each place, he had directed his confidential servant not to send
any letters after him. A large packet had accumulated in his absence,
which the servant put into his hand at the time he communicated the
above unwelcome intelligence. Glancing over the letters, his attention
was arrested by one in deep mourning, in the hand-writing of his mother;
he guessed the rest. It contained an account of his father’s death; but
shuddering at the apprehension of its contents, he could not muster
resolution sufficient to break the seal.
His carriage was still at the door,—he threw himself in, and ordered the
coachman to drive to the country; but the horses were fatigued, and
fresh ones must be procured. To fill up the awful interval occasioned by
this delay, he again looked over the packet of letters, and found three
from his affianced bride. He opened and read one, which was filled with
sweet murmurs and gentle upbraidings for his increased delay; the other
was to the same effect; but the third was serious and important. It
informed him of the death of her father, who, she said, “expired in an
instant, without a moment’s warning.”
This news he declared thrust into his bosom like a dagger; and, to make
his cup of misery overflow, the certainty of his own father’s death,
with the reproaches of his last breath which he expected, only were
wanting: his mother’s letter would have removed all doubt on this
subject, and no man was more impatient of suspense, yet he durst not
venture on the perusal; every time he took it up his heart misgave him,
and his soul seemed to die away.
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