Unawares: A Story of an Old French TownPeard, Frances Mary
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Unawares: A Story of an Old French Town
Peard, Frances Mary
France -- Fiction
Madame Roulleau, in spite of her cleverness, almost endangered her
prospects by her treatment of Therese just now. Even her covetousness
was not so strong as her love of oppression, and her pleasure in
humiliating the girl by all possible means. Therese was made almost a
drudge in the household. Pride prevented her from complaining, but she
felt fierce and bitter against her oppressors. She might have appealed
to M. Deshoulieres, of whom she stood less in awe than before their
last conversation, had she seen him, but for a month or two they did not
meet. He came two or three times to Rue St Servan, but Mme. Roulleau
held there might be dangers in interviews, and contrived that he should
never see Therese. As it happened, also, they never encountered one
another elsewhere. Every one knows how in a large place you may be
months without once crossing the track of your nearest neighbour, and so
it was with Therese and M. Deshoulieres. Had he been resolute, of
course he could have effected it without difficulty, but, in truth, he
was not decided what to do. Deep in his heart that little vision of
Therese in his home, loved and cared for, had never stirred from its
place. If during the day, with its ceaseless toil and battling, there
was a veil drawn across the sweet, homely picture, he suffered his
thoughts to dwell upon it with an ever-deepening tenderness when the
quiet hours came. What held him back was the dread lest he might take
an unfair advantage of the girl's present loneliness. He knew nothing
of all that made it most bitter, of the weariness of her waiting, of the
physical hardship of her lot, but he knew from her own words that a
sense of her desolation was strong upon her, and he feared lest it might
lead her to accept another lot, afterwards to prove more unendurable.
He thought hardly of himself, he was so much older, so grave, so
occupied, that he dreaded hurrying her into a mistake. He longed to see
her, but with the determination which he exercised over longings, he
accepted the separation, believing that each day she might become more
reconciled to her position, or better acquainted with the depths of her
own feelings.
It was a noble, unselfish heart in which the unconscious Therese was set
as in a little shrine.
Does it make life sadder or brighter to think how much of this unknown
treasuring there is in the world around us? People who fancy themselves
least cared for sometimes have a wealth of affection poured out upon
them, of which they may never dream until the day when every thing is
made plain. One does not know whether it is comforting or saddening to
recollect this,--comforting, one hopes, because it is very sure that
such love cannot be wasted, whether it seems so in our eyes or not.
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