'Well, now, that is rich! Why, look at that fellow, Carysbroke: he took no
more notice to me than a dog, and kep' talking to you all the time of his
pictures, and his walks, and his people. Why, a pig's better manners than
that.'
'But, Milly dear, you forget, he tried to talk to you, and you would not
answer him,' I expostulated.
'And is not that just what I say--I can't talk like other folk--ladies, I
mean. Every one laughs at me; an' I'm dressed like a show, I am. It's a
shame! I saw Polly Shives--what a lady she is, my eyes!--laughing at me in
church last Sunday. I was minded to give her a bit of my mind. An' I know
I'm queer. It's a shame, it is. Why should _I_ be so rum? it is a shame! I
don't want to be so, nor it isn't my fault.'
And poor Milly broke into a flood of tears, and stamped on the ground, and
buried her face in her short frock, which she whisked up to her eyes; and
an odder figure of grief I never beheld.
'And I could not make head or tail of what he was saying,' cried poor Milly
through her buff cotton, with a stamp; 'and you twigged every word o't. An'
why am I so? It's a shame--a shame! Oh, ho, ho! it's a shame!'
'But, my dear Milly, we were talking of _drawing_, and you have not learned
yet, but you shall--I'll teach you; and then you'll understand all about
it.'
'An' every one laughs at me--even you; though you try, Maud, you can scarce
keep from laughing sometimes. I don't blame you, for I know I'm queer; but
I can't help it; and it's a shame.'
'Well, my dear Milly, listen to me: if you allow me, I assure you, I'll
teach you all the music and drawing I know. You have lived very much
alone; and, as you say, ladies have a way of speaking of their own that is
different from the talk of other people.'
'Yes, that they have, an' gentlemen too--like the Governor, and that
Carysbroke; and a precious lingo it is--dang it--why, the devil himself
could not understand it; an' I'm like a fool among you. I could 'most drown
myself. It's a shame! It is--you know it is.--It's a shame!'
'But I'll teach you that lingo too, if you wish it, Milly; and you shall
know everything that I know; and I'll manage to have your dresses better
made.'
By this time she was looking very ruefully, but attentively, in my face,
her round eyes and nose swelled, and her cheeks all wet.
'I think if they were a little longer--yours is longer, you know;' and the
sentence was interrupted by a sob.
'Now, Milly, you must not be crying; if you choose you may be just as the
same as any other lady--and you shall; and you will be very much admired, I
can tell you, if only you will take the trouble to quite unlearn all your
odd words and ways, and dress yourself like other people; and I will take
care of that if you let me; and I think you are very clever, Milly; and I
know you are very pretty.'
Poor Milly's blubbered face expanded into a smile in spite of herself; but
she shook her head, looking down.
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