"Ah, but look you, perhaps you do not understand," said Dino, turning
towards him with renewed vivacity. "It is a hard position, this of mine.
Ever since I was a little child, it was hinted to me that I had English
parents, that I did not belong to the Vasari family. When I grew older,
the whole story of Vincenza's change of the children was told to me, and
I used to think of the Italian boy who had taken my place, and wonder
whether he would be sorry to exchange it for mine. I was not sorry; I
loved my own life in the monastery. I wanted to be a priest. But I
thought of the boy who bore my name; I wove fancies about him night and
day; I wished with all my heart to see him. I used to think that the day
would come when I should say to him--'Let us know each other; let us
keep our secret, but love each other nevertheless. You can be Brian
Luttrell, and I will be Dino Vasari, as long as the world lasts. We will
not change. But we will be friends.'"
His voice grew husky; he leaned his head upon his hands for a few
moments, and did not speak. Hugo still watched him curiously. He was
interested in the revelation of a nature so different from his own;
interested, but contemptuous of it, too.
"I could dream in this way," said Dino at last, "so long as no land--no
money--was concerned. While Brian Luttrell was the second son the
exchange of children was, after all, of very little consequence. When
Richard Luttrell died, the position of things was changed. If he had
lived, you would never have heard of Vincenza Vasari's dishonesty. The
priests knew that there would be little to be gained by it. But when he
died my life became a burden to me, because they were always saying--'Go
and claim your inheritance. Go to Scotland and dispossess the man who
lords it over your lands, and spends your revenues. Take your rights.'"
"And then you met Brian?" said Hugo, as the narrator paused again.
"I met him and I loved him. I was sorry for his unhappiness. He learnt
the story that I had known for so many years, and it galled him. He
refused to see the man who really ought to have borne his name. He knew
me well enough, but he never suspected that I was Mr. Luttrell's son. We
parted at San Stefano with friendly words; he did not suspect that I was
leaving the place because I could not bear to see him day by day
brooding over his grief, and never tell him that I did not wish to take
his place."
"But why did you not tell him?"
"I was ordered to keep silence. The Prior said that he would tell him
the whole story in good time. They sent me away, and, after a time, I
heard from Father Cristoforo that he was gone, and had found a tutorship
in an English family, that he vowed never to bear the name of Luttrell
any more, and that the way was open for me to claim my own rights, as
the woman Vincenza Vasari had been found and made confession."
"So you came to England with that object?"
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