"There!" he said, suddenly putting her away from him, and standing erect
with the black frowning line very strongly marked upon his forehead. "I
will tell you now why I did not try to keep Brian Luttrell in England. I
knew that I ought to make a row about it. I knew that I was bound in
honour to write to Colquhoun, to you, to Mrs. Luttrell, to any of the
people concerned. And I didn't do it. I didn't precisely mean not to do
it, but I wanted to shift the responsibility. I thought it was other
people's business to keep him in England: not mine. As a matter of fact,
I suppose it was mine. What do you say?"
"Yes," said Elizabeth, lifting her lovely, grieved eyes to his stormy
face. "I think it was partly yours."
"Well, I didn't do it, you see," said Percival. "I was a brute and a
cad, I suppose. But it seemed fatally easy to hold one's tongue. And now
he has gone to America."
"But he can be brought back again, Percival."
"If he will come. I fancy that it will take a strong rope to drag him
back. You want to know the reason for my silence? It isn't far to seek.
Brian Luttrell and the tutor, Stretton, who fell in love with you, were
one and the same person. That's all."
And then he walked straight out of the room, and left her to her own
reflections.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
PERCIVAL'S ATONEMENT.
Percival felt a decided dread of his next meeting with Elizabeth. He
could not guess what would be the effect of his information upon her
mind, nor what would be her opinion of his conduct. He was in a state of
exasperating uncertainty about her views. The only thing of which he was
sure was her love and respect for truthfulness; he did not know whether
she would ever forgive any lapse from it. "Though, if it comes to that,"
he said to himself, as he finished his morning toilet, "she ought to be
as angry with Stretton as she is with me; for he took her in completely,
and, as for me, I only held my tongue. I suppose she will say that 'the
motive was everything.' Which confirms me in my belief that one man may
steal a horse, while the other may not look over the wall." And then he
went down to breakfast.
He was late, of course; when was he not late for breakfast? The whole
family-party had assembled; even Mrs. Heron was downstairs to welcome
her step-son. Percival responded curtly enough to their greetings; his
eyes and ears and thoughts were too much taken up with Elizabeth to be
bestowed on the rest of the family. And Elizabeth, after all, looked
much as usual. Perhaps there was a little unwonted colour in her cheek,
and life in her eye; she did not look as if she had not slept, or had
had bad dreams; there was rather an unusually restful and calm
expression upon her face.
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