Under One Sceptre, or Mortimer's Mission: The Story of the Lord of the MarchesHolt, Emily Sarah
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Under One Sceptre, or Mortimer's Mission: The Story of the Lord of the Marches
Holt, Emily Sarah
Historical fiction; Mortimer, Roger de, Earl of March, 1328-1360 -- Fiction
The old playmates had become excessively ceremonious to each other. The
brotherly sort of intercourse, resumed on their meeting at Trim, had
been quite dropped, and they were as distantly civil as if they had made
acquaintance only a few days before.
"You can scarce see much hence, methinketh."
"It is fair enough," said Beatrice, absently; adding after a moment,
"fair enough for one who shall soon behold nought beyond convent walls."
"Are you well avised thereabout, Mistress Beatrice?"
"I think so much," she answered, gravely.
"Thus said Father Robesart. Yet he seemed, something doubtful if you
have well judged therein, as methought. It were grave matter to blunder
over, Mistress Beatrice. There is no coming forth, howsoe’er one may
desire it."
"No," she said—and said no more.
Lawrence took another step, and dropped a little of his ceremoniousness
to do it.
"Beatrice, dear old friend, is this for your happiness? Not one other
word will I speak if you ensure me thereof."
"Happiness is not the only thing," she said in a constrained voice.
"Not so, maybe, for you to think on: yet methinks you might allow for
your friends to concern them touching the same."
Beatrice made no reply.
"Are you well assured that our Lord calls you to that life, dear
Beatrice? Might it not be better for you, no less than for other, that
you should make happy some home and heart, rather than bury yourself in
the cloister? Think well of it, ere you cast die that can never be
recalled."
"I have thought of it," said Beatrice in rather a hard tone. "I am not
wanted otherwhere. Why should I not be a nun?"
"Because you were never meant for one. Because it is not the right life
for you, for whom life is but just opening. Because——"
Beatrice interrupted him. "Life opening! Your pardon, Sir Lawrence.
Life has closed for me."
"You think so much now," he answered, gently. "This time next year, will
you so think? Not wanted! Would you come where you were? I could tell
you of one who wanteth you more than words can tell,—to whom the world
will be black gloom if you go forth of it. But let that pass. I meant
not to speak—Beattie, old friend, old playmate, sister if I may call you
so, leave me plead with you this once, ere you bury your youth and hope
where neither hope nor gladness can enter more. I know you too well,
Beattie! You would be miserable in the cloister. Why not make some
other life happy, and your own joined thereto?"
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