Sea stories, American; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
He stood at the end of the bridge, staring down at the grey water. What
should he do now? While he struggled with himself, his eyes rose slowly,
resting on a hulk that lay at anchor close alongside, between the
steamer and the hills of Staten Island. For a moment he regarded her
with a dazed and absent concern, trying to fathom the significance of
half-awakened sensations. Then, with a suddenness that stopped his
throat, his heart gave a great leap of recognition. Neither coal dust
nor dismantlement could hide those familiar lines. The _Viking_, his
old ship, lay before him.
A hoarse cry escaped him. Through the dreadful pall of the latter
years, through bitterness, shame and inertia, burst in a blinding flood
the memory and presence of other days. The shock passed
instantaneously, and left him utterly changed. Facing his old ship, he
became once more the man her master had been. Decision and authority
returned to him, as they always did in a crisis; for they were
intrinsic, in spite of life and destiny.
A rowboat was passing the steamer; he hailed it sharply. "Rowboat ahoy!
Come alongside, and wait there for me" He crossed the bridge with
strong steps, stood before the captain, gazed at him steadily, until the
eyes of the other fell.
"I’ll leave your dirty tramp immediately, sir. You can keep my wages—I
don’t want them. Take them and buy a book on seamanship. You’ll need it
the next time you get in shoal water"
"You insolent old devil...!"
"Don’t touch me!" The old man’s voice was level and hard; his hands
swung at his sides. He advanced threateningly. "You didn’t dare touch
me at sea; don’t do it now. I..." Speechlessness overcame him. Too
much: it could never be put into words. "My God!" he murmured, turning
away "I was master of a ship before he was born"
Ten minutes later, seated in the rowboat with all his worldly belongings
stacked around him, he directed the boatman to row him aboard the
_Viking_. As they passed under her stern, he looked up at the
well-remembered letters. They were dim now; time and weather had worn
off the gilt. An afternoon in Hong Kong harbour came back to him; he
recalled it vividly. He had been coming off from shore in his sampan,
full of news; the ship had been chartered for home. Grace would be
delighted. Approaching the ship, he had overhauled her with a critical
eye, and found no blemish in her; then, as they rounded the stern, had
looked up at these same letters. His Frankie had called from the rail,
running forward to meet him at the gangway. Time and weather—the awful
dimming of life. He bowed his head in his hands, and wept like a child.
*VI*
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