Sea stories, American; Seafaring life -- Fiction; Short stories, American
In the protection of the pantry, Wang put down the pan of brick-dust and
stood for a long time motionless, holding the dirty rags in the other
hand, facing the window above the dresser. He could see the small
square of light plainly, but the rest of the room was vague. His tiny,
inanimate figure, in the midst of the dim clutter of the room, expressed
a weary relaxation; he stood like a man lost in vacant thought. No one
would have suspected the feelings behind the wizened face; Wang’s
countenance, as he gazed steadfastly at the square of light, was an
expressionless blank. He seemed scarcely to breathe; the spark of life
seemed to have sunk low within him, to have retreated in fear or
impotence. The hand holding the rags paused rigidly, as if petrified in
the act of putting down its grimy burden. Had Captain Sheldon come upon
him at that moment, he would have ordered him shortly to get busy, begin
to do something.
All his thoughts, in the silence of the pantry, were of loyalty. That
uncommunicative intimacy of the past had been fruitful to one, at least,
of the parties to the contract. "Young Cappen" who as a boy had been
Wang’s pride and charge, was his pride and charge still. Had not "Old
Cappen" on his deathbed, whispered the final order "Keep an eye on the
boy, Wang. He’s stepping high now—but the time may come when he will
need you" But of these words, his father’s last utterance "Young
Cappen" of course knew nothing. They remained a profound secret between
Wang and the dead.
If it were true, Wang recognized in that unwavering gaze, that his days
of usefulness were over, he would no longer be able to discharge this
obligation. Not that his strength was less; his withered, cord-like
sinews ached to scrub and polish, to keep his domain in its old
efficient order. But this voyage he hadn’t been able to see what needed
to be done. He had hardly dared allow his mind to formulate the
explanation. But now he must face it. He was going blind.
He comprehended fully the meaning of the recent conversation in the
after cabin. The pain that held him inert and motionless was half of
love and half of fear. Perhaps, he tried to tell himself "Young Cappen"
was now safely launched on the sea of life; perhaps he no longer had
need of an old man’s service. Yet, in the same moment of thought, Wang
knew that this was not the fact. The knowledge filled him with a
desperate tenacity; until fate actually laid him low, he could not
submit to the turn of fortune. Old and wise in life, he realized that
"Young Cappen’s" hardest lessons still lay ahead of him. He must serve
as long as he was able.
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