'Out of regard to what is on your third finger, Miss Gordon. You are
now the next thing to a married lady, and of course it's only right
and proper you should have more respect from me now than before.'
'O'Connor.'
'Yes, Miss Gordon.'
'Have you had your breakfast?'
'Yes, Miss Gordon.'
'I think your month was up last Saturday.
'Yes, miss.'
'Well, you have often expressed a wish to leave me. You can do so now,
if you wish.'
'Child, do you mean it?'
'Yes, I mean it.'
'Why? What have I done?'
'Did you not come into this room now with the intention of annoying
me?'
'Of course I did.'
'Well, I can have no more of this.'
'But you didn't let me. You stopped me before I began.'
'I saw what was coming. I might have borne it, only for the very
circumstance of which you spoke. I gave you full scope before, but
now I can no longer allow you to speak of my private affairs in an
ill-tempered way; you would be sure and say something I could not
endure. You must go, O'Connor. I'll pay you what I owe you and three
months' wages. You can go back to Cork, and no doubt it will be for
your benefit.'
'Child, what way are you talking?'
'I mean what I say, all of it, O'Connor.'
'And you're turning me away really, after all this time, for saying
what you never let me say? Is that fair or reasonable?'
'I am letting you go because you would be quite sure to annoy me
beyond endurance in a few days, and I will not run that risk.'
'But maybe I wouldn't, child. Maybe you'd stop me then as you did
now.'
'No, O'Connor. We must part.'
'When I gave you impudence before, you always told me not to say I'd
go away to Cork; and now, before I give you any impudence at all, you
tell me to go. Child!'
'Yes, I am listening.'
'Let me say what I was going to say, child, and if I say anything
about going back to Cork, stop me and tell me to go away for a foolish
girl, and forgive me, child, forgive me this once. Let it be like the
old time, before any man came between us. Do, child, do. For the love
of heaven don't send me away like that. There, child, you're crying as
bad as I am myself. Don't break our two hearts. I'll be foolish no
more. There, child, forgive me this once. You know I'd die for you.
You know I worship the ground you walk on. It's only when my love gets
out of my heart into my head I forget myself and all I owe you. Child,
do not send me away. Give me one more chance. The time is cold enough
without sending me away. There, child, don't cry. Don't cry. Don't
cry. Is it I made you cry? Oh, misfortune on me, is it I made her cry?
God above, forgive me. Child, child, is it because I am staying, not
going, as you told me, you are crying? Is it? tell me, and I'll go at
once. Tell me, child, is it because I am staying when you tell me to
go that you are crying?'
'No.'
'And is it because you are sending me away you are crying? Tell me,
child. Is it because you are sending me away you are crying?'
'It is.'
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