'No felon was ever more wretched than I am now; but in other respects
I am not as you describe. I am very willing, very anxious, to hear
your story. If telling it will relieve your mind, listening to it will
distract mine; and I have now no bitterer enemy than my own thoughts.'
'My story,' cried Nevill, 'is one of the commonest in the world; and
of all men in the world you are the one I most wanted to meet to-day.'
'I am glad to meet you, Nevill, that is if I can be glad for anything
now. What did you want me for?'
'I want to tell you I am in love.'
'Yes, I supposed as much from what you said in the church.'
'I have never been really in love before, and I want you to tell me
what you think of me as a man.'
'My dear Nevill, what a question!'
'It is one I am most anxious you should answer honestly. Stop! I must
not say honestly. I know enough of you to be certain you are incapable
of the smallest, even conventional, dishonesty. Tell me, Osborne, what
you think of me as a man?'
'So far as I have seen, I think very highly of you. What an
extraordinary position you place me in, Nevill!'
'I place you in an awkward position now, in the hope that you will
allow me to place you in a certain other position some day.'
Osborne, for the first time, looked at Nevill. He saw the man was
haggard and scared. He himself was too much exhausted to take more
than a languid interest in the conversation so far. Now he roused up a
little, and said,--
'Go on with what you have to say.'
'What you have told me emboldens me, Osborne. Do you think I should
make a bad husband?'
'No, certainly not. This is a still more extraordinary question to ask
me.'
'You will see, later on, a good deal depends on it. Suppose a girl
were very dear to you, the dearest in all the world, Osborne--'
'Yes,' answered Osborne, drawing up and looking into the eyes of the
other.
'Would you advise her to reject an offer of marriage from me?'
'What on earth do you mean, man? You are putting me in a most horrible
position, and I don't think you are behaving honourably.'
'Honourably, Osborne! Honourably! Take care.' The dull cheeks flushed,
and a light of warning came into the eyes.
'Well, speak on at once, man, and then we shall run no risk of
misunderstanding one another.'
'If I proposed to your sister Kate, and she accepted me, would you
object to her marrying me?'
'My sister Kate! Do you mean my sister Kate?'
'Yes. Who else did you think I meant?'
'Miss Gordon.'
'Miss Gordon! Good heavens! Osborne, you didn't think me such a
scoundrel as to make love or propose to the girl you are engaged to?'
'And have lost,' added Osborne, dropping his chin on his breast, and
resuming walking.
'Lost!' cried Nevill. 'Lost! What do you mean? It is you now who are
mysterious. What do you mean by lost?'
Osborne raised his head and gazed into the other's eyes with a look of
desperate hope.
'Nevill, you will answer me a question if I ask you one, as I have
answered you, honestly?'
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