Had all these old men left that place yet, and was that bone lying
there stark upon that table in that vacant hushed room? Or was some
old man, the wood destined to form whose coffin was now seasoned in
the timber-yard and ready for making-up, holding an inquest on that
relic of the past, and founding on that piece of God's work an
indictment against the faith He had revealed to man? It was monstrous.
Monstrous!
Letters! He could write no letters to-day. He could not keep his mind
fixed on any idea for five minutes. He could not sit still at the
table. It was impossible for him to concentrate his mind on anything
but the matter uppermost in his thoughts. He would allow to no man
that his affection for his old Stratford friends had cooled in the
smallest degree; but then he was now consumed by a great passion, and
he had no leisure for ordinary correspondence.
Time wore wearily on, and at last half-past five came, and Osborne
descended to the drawing-room. Here he found Nevill alone. He said,
'You must look sharp, Osborne, if you want to catch this post; it's
just half-past five.'
'Unfortunately I have nothing for it. I did not write a line.'
'By Jove! Must be something in the atmosphere. Yours is exactly my
case. I went to look up Indian geography, and never opened a book.'
'What did you do?'
'Went to sleep.'
'To sleep! I wish I could have gone.'
'Your conscience isn't good enough to allow you, Osborne. You know
very well you are afraid to face facts, and that daunts you.'
'I am not afraid to face facts. But I do not care for things which are
called facts and which are fictions.'
'All right, my dear fellow; don't get excited over the matter.'
'But I assure you, you do me wrong. I have not only the courage of my
opinions, but the courage to hear any other man's opinions.'
'I am not a reading man. But I always carry a few books with me. If
you care to go more deeply into the thing, you are welcome to a loan
of the few I have. I warn you they are not consolatory.'
'I don't want consolation or the obstinacy of the blind. I am much
interested in all you say, and should be very glad to read the books
you offer.'
'Mind, I warn you before you start. You must be prepared for
anything.'
'No fact can affect what is true, and I am prepared to face truth.'
'Very well, you shall have the books when we come back to-night.
Here's Miss Gordon, looking more charming than ever.'
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