She pressed his arm very softly, looked up at him with eyes of timid
mirth.
'Why should you wish to forget, love?'
He knit his brows, and looked down at her with eyes that did not see.
'Because I had a dream last night.'
'But surely you put no faith in dreams?'
'No. But I put no faith in omens either. Yet, if I see an angry sky, I
prepare for bad weather.'
'Bad weather often, generally, follows angry skies, but nothing
follows dreams.'
He looked down at her again for a moment with abstracted eyes.
'You are quite right. I employed a bad figure; I will try to find a
better one. If I am driving a coach along a road, and I see another
coach overturned by reckless driving, I am likely to be more careful
for awhile, although there may be nothing more than coincidence in my
seeing the drag overturned. So my dreaming last night that I had lost
you may make me more careful not to lose you, although there is
nothing more than coincidence between the facts of yesterday and my
dream.'
She pressed his arm slightly, and bowed her head.
'This is the love I dreamed of,' she thought. 'This is the love that
will not change; for it is the love that first thinks of the loved
one, and then of the love, and last of itself. This is the royal
self-disdaining love. My George! My love!'
She said aloud, 'May I hear what the dream was?'
'It was a kind of allegory, and was connected with one of my waking
dreams. This fact alone would make it remarkable, for not one time in
fifty thousand do we dream in sleep what we dream awake. I need not
trouble you with my waking dream; I will tell you that at another
time. In sleep this morning (I lay down for an hour or so after dawn)
I saw the sea--'
'You have never really seen the sea?'
'No, but I know something of it.'
'I have seen much of it.'
'Then you shall tell me of it in our evenings by the fire by-and-by.'
She pressed his arm, and looked up softly into his face. His eyes were
fixed before him, and he did not look down.
'And in your dream?'
'I saw a boat come into this sea. I was in this boat, steering it. A
bundle of furs lay at my feet. For days and nights I steered that boat
until it entered the Thames. I knew someone--a woman--lay under these
furs. I knew she was a stranger, a savage woman--'
'How fond you are of this place,' she said, interrupting him.
He threw his eyes up, and surveyed, with eager admiration the august
pile rising up to heaven.
'I have always loved the place,' he said, 'even before I saw it.'
He withdrew his glance from aloft and cast it once more before him.
Her eyes were fixed on him wistfully as she asked,--
'And since you have seen it?'
'I have loved it all the more.'
His eyes were still speculative and busy with some scene not present
to his bodily eye.
'It was here,' she whispered, 'that I first saw how good and how noble
you are--here, just where we are now, under St Paul's.'
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